[Part 1] "Gone With The Wind" by Margaret Mitchell
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SCARLETT OâHARA WAS NOT BEAUTIFUL, but men seldom realized it when caught by her charm as the Tarleton twins were.
In her face were too sharply blended the delicate features of her mother, a Coast aristocrat of French descent, and the heavy ones of her florid Irish father.
But it was an arresting face, pointed of chin, square of jaw.
Her eyes were pale green without a touch of hazel, starred with bristly black lashes and slightly tilted at the ends.
Above them, her thick black brows slanted upward, cutting a startling oblique line in her magnolia-white skinâthat skin so prized by Southern women and so carefully guarded with bonnets, veils and mittens against hot Georgia suns.
Seated with Stuart and Brent Tarleton in the cool shade of the porch of Tara, her fatherâs plantation, that bright April afternoon of 1861, she made a pretty picture.
Her new green flowered-muslin dress spread its twelve yards of billowing material over her hoops and exactly matched the flatheeled green morocco slippers her father had recently brought her from Atlanta.
The dress set off to perfection the seventeen-inch waist, the smallest in three counties, and the tightly fitting basque showed breasts well matured for her sixteen years.
But for all the modesty of her spreading skirts, the demureness of hair netted smoothly into a chignon and the quietness of small white hands folded in her lap, her true self was poorly concealed.
The green eyes in the carefully sweet face were turbulent, willful, lusty with life, distinctly at variance with her decorous demeanor.
Her manners had been imposed upon her by her motherâs gentle admonitions and the sterner discipline of her mammy; her eyes were her own.
On either side of her, the twins lounged easily in their chairs, squinting at the sunlight through tall mint-garnished glasses as they laughed and talked, their long legs, booted to the knee and thick with saddle muscles, crossed negligently.
Nineteen years old, six feet two inches tall, long of bone and hard of muscle, with sunburned faces and deep auburn hair, their eyes merry and arrogant, their bodies clothed in identical blue coats and mustard-colored breeches, they were as much alike as two bolls of cotton.
Outside, the late afternoon sun slanted down in the yard, throwing into gleaming brightness the dogwood trees that were solid masses of white blossoms against the background of new green.
The twinsâ horses were hitched in the driveway, big animals, red as their mastersâ hair; and around the horsesâ legs quarreled the pack of lean, nervous possum hounds that accompanied Stuart and Brent wherever they went.
A little aloof, as became an aristocrat, lay a black-spotted carriage dog, muzzle on paws, patiently waiting for the boys to go home to supper.
Between the hounds and the horses and the twins there was a kinship deeper than that of their constant companionship.
They were all healthy, thoughtless young animals, sleek, graceful, high-spirited, the boys as mettlesome as the horses they rode, mettlesome and dangerous but, withal, sweet-tempered to those who knew how to handle them.
Although born to the ease of plantation life, waited on hand and foot since infancy, the faces of the three on the porch were neither slack nor soft.
They had the vigor and alertness of country people who have spent all their lives in the open and troubled their heads very little with dull things in books.
Life in the north Georgia county of Clayton was still new and, according to the standards of Augusta, Savannah and Charleston, a little crude.
The more sedate and older sections of the South looked down their noses at the up-country Georgians, but here in north Georgia, a lack of the niceties of classical education carried no shame, provided a man was smart in the things that mattered.
And raising good cotton, riding well, shooting straight, dancing lightly, squiring the ladies with elegance and carrying oneâs liquor like a gentleman were the things that mattered.
In these accomplishments the twins excelled, and they were equally outstanding in their notorious inability to learn anything contained between the covers of books.
Their family had more money, more horses, more slaves than any one else in the County, but the boys had less grammar than most of their poor Cracker neighbors.
It was for this precise reason that Stuart and Brent were idling on the porch of Tara this April afternoon.
They had just been expelled from the University of Georgia, the fourth university that had thrown them out in two years; and their older brothers, Tom and Boyd, had come home with them, because they refused to remain at an institution where the twins were not welcome.
Stuart and Brent considered their latest expulsion a fine joke, and Scarlett, who had not willingly opened a book since leaving the Fayetteville Female Academy the year before, thought it just as amusing as they did.
âI know you two donât care about being expelled, or Tom either,â she said.
âBut what about Boyd?
Heâs kind of set on getting an education, and you two have pulled him out of the University of Virginia and Alabama and South Carolina and now Georgia.
Heâll never get finished at this rate.â
âOh, he can read law in Judge Parmaleeâs office over in Fayetteville,â answered Brent carelessly.
âBesides, it donât matter much.
Weâd have had to come home before the term was out anyway.â
âWhy?â
âThe war, goose!
The warâs going to start any day, and you donât suppose any of us would stay in college with a war going on, do you?â
âYou know there isnât going to be any war,â said Scarlett, bored.
âItâs all just talk.
Why, Ashley Wilkes and his father told Pa just last week that our commissioners in Washington would come toâtoâanâamicable agreement with Mr. Lincoln about the Confederacy.
And anyway, the Yankees are too scared of us to fight.
There wonât be any war, and Iâm tired of hearing about it.â
âNot going to be any war!â
cried the twins indignantly, as though they had been defrauded.
âWhy, honey, of course thereâs going to be a war,â said Stuart.
âThe Yankees may be scared of us, but after the way General Beauregard shelled them out of Fort Sumter day before yesterday, theyâll have to fight or stand branded as cowards before the whole world.
Why, the Confederacyââ
Scarlett made a mouth of bored impatience.
âIf you say âwarâ just once more, Iâll go in the house and shut the door.
Iâve never gotten so tired of any one word in my life as âwar,â unless itâs âsecession.â
Pa talks war morning, noon and night, and all the gentlemen who come to see him shout about Fort Sumter and Statesâ Rights and Abe Lincoln till I get so bored I could scream!
And thatâs all the boys talk about, too, that and their old Troop.
There hasnât been any fun at any party this spring because the boys canât talk about anything else.
Iâm mighty glad Georgia waited till after Christmas before it seceded or it would have ruined the Christmas parties, too.
If you say âwarâ again, Iâll go in the house.â
She meant what she said, for she could never long endure any conversation of which she was not the chief subject.
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But she smiled when she spoke, consciously deepening her dimple and fluttering her bristly black lashes as swiftly as butterfliesâ wings.
The boys were enchanted, as she had intended them to be, and they hastened to apologize for boring her.
They thought none the less of her for her lack of interest.
Indeed, they thought more.
War was menâs business, not ladiesâ, and they took her attitude as evidence of her femininity.
Having maneuvered them away from the boring subject of war, she went back with interest to their immediate situation.
âWhat did your mother say about you two being expelled again?â
The boys looked uncomfortable, recalling their motherâs conduct three months ago when they had come home, by request, from the University of Virginia.
âWell,â said Stuart, âshe hasnât had a chance to say anything yet.
Tom and us left home early this morning before she got up, and Tomâs laying out over at the Fontainesâ while we came over here.â
âDidnât she say anything when you got home last night?â
âWe were in luck last night.
Just before we got home that new stallion Ma got in Kentucky last month was brought in, and the place was in a stew.
The big bruteâheâs a grand horse, Scarlett; you must tell your pa to come over and see him right awayâheâd already bitten a hunk out of his groom on the way down here and heâd trampled two of Maâs darkies who met the train at Jonesboro.
And just before we got home, heâd about kicked the stable down and half-killed Strawberry, Maâs old stallion.
When we got home, Ma was out in the stable with a sackful of sugar smoothing him down and doing it mighty well, too.
The darkies were hanging from the rafters, popeyed, they were so scared, but Ma was talking to the horse like he was folks and he was eating out of her hand.
There ainât nobody like Ma with a horse.
And when she saw us she said: âIn Heavenâs name, what are you four doing home again?
Youâre worse than the plagues of Egypt!â
And then the horse began snorting and rearing and she said: âGet out of here!
Canât you see heâs nervous, the big darling?
Iâll tend to you four in the morning!â
So we went to bed, and this morning we got away before she could catch us and left Boyd to handle her.â
âDo you suppose sheâll hit Boyd?â
Scarlett, like the rest of the County, could never get used to the way small Mrs.
Tarleton bullied her grown sons and laid her riding crop on their backs if the occasion seemed to warrant it.
Beatrice Tarleton was a busy woman, having on her hands not only a large cotton plantation, a hundred negroes and eight children, but the largest horse-breeding farm in the state as well.
She was hot-tempered and easily plagued by the frequent scrapes of her four sons, and while no one was permitted to whip a horse or a slave, she felt that a lick now and then didnât do the boys any harm.
âOf course she wonât hit Boyd.
She never did beat Boyd much because heâs the oldest and besides heâs the runt of the litter,â said Stuart, proud of his six feet two.
âThatâs why we left him at home to explain things to her.
Godâlmighty, Ma ought to stop licking us!
Weâre nineteen and Tomâs twenty-one, and she acts like weâre six years old.â
âWill your mother ride the new horse to the Wilkes barbecue tomorrow?â
âShe wants to, but Pa says heâs too dangerous.
And, anyway, the girls wonât let her.
They said they were going to have her go to one party at least like a lady, riding in the carriage.â
âI hope it doesnât rain tomorrow,â said Scarlett.
âItâs rained nearly every day for a week.
Thereâs nothing worse than a barbecue turned into an indoor picnic.â
âOh, itâll be clear tomorrow and hot as June,â said Stuart.
âLook at that sunset.
I never saw one redder.
You can always tell weather by sunsets.â
They looked out across the endless acres of Gerald OâHaraâs newly plowed cotton fields toward the red horizon.
Now that the sun was setting in a welter of crimson behind the hills across the Flint River, the warmth of the April day was ebbing into a faint but balmy chill.
Spring had come early that year, with warm quick rains and sudden frothing of pink peach blossoms and dogwood dappling with white stars the dark river swamp and far-off hills.
Already the plowing was nearly finished, and the bloody glory of the sunset colored the fresh-cut furrows of red Georgia clay to even redder hues.
The moist hungry earth, waiting upturned for the cotton seeds, showed pinkish on the sandy tops of furrows, vermilion and scarlet and maroon where shadows lay along the sides of the trenches.
The whitewashed brick plantation house seemed an island set in a wild red sea, a sea of spiraling, curving, crescent billows petrified suddenly at the moment when the pink-tipped waves were breaking into surf.
For here were no long, straight furrows, such as could be seen in the yellow clay fields of the flat middle Georgia country or in the lush black earth of the coastal plantations.
The rolling foothill country of north Georgia was plowed in a million curves to keep the rich earth from washing down into the river bottoms.
It was a savagely red land, blood-colored after rains, brick dust in droughts, the best cotton land in the world.
It was a pleasant land of white houses, peaceful plowed fields and sluggish yellow rivers, but a land of contrasts, of brightest sun glare and densest shade.
The plantation clearings and miles of cotton fields smiled up to a warm sun, placid, complacent.
At their edges rose the virgin forests, dark and cool even in the hottest noons, mysterious, a little sinister, the soughing pines seeming to wait with an ageold patience, to threaten with soft sighs: âBe careful!
Be careful!
We had you once.
We can take you back again.â
To the ears of the three on the porch came the sounds of hooves, the jingling of harness chains and the shrill careless laughter of negro voices, as the field hands and mules came in from the fields.
From within the house floated the soft voice of Scarlettâs mother, Ellen OâHara, as she called to the little black girl who carried her basket of keys.
The high-pitched, childish voice answered âYasâm,â and there were sounds of footsteps going out the back way toward the smokehouse where Ellen would ration out the food to the home-coming hands.
There was the click of china and the rattle of silver as Pork, the valet-butler of Tara, laid the table for supper.
At these last sounds, the twins realized it was time they were starting home.
But they were loath to face their mother and they lingered on the porch of Tara, momentarily expecting Scarlett to give them an invitation to supper.
âLook, Scarlett.
About tomorrow,â said Brent.
âJust because weâve been away and didnât know about the barbecue and the ball, thatâs no reason why we shouldnât get plenty of dances tomorrow night.
You havenât promised them all, have you?â
âWell, I have!
How did I know you all would be home?
I couldnât risk being a wallflower just waiting on you two.â
âYou a wallflower!â
The boys laughed uproariously.
âLook, honey.
Youâve got to give me the first waltz and Stu the last one and youâve got to eat supper with us.
Weâll sit on the stair landing like we did at the last ball and get Mammy Jincy to come tell our fortunes again.â
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âI donât like Mammy Jincyâs fortunes.
You know she said I was going to marry a gentleman with jet-black hair and a long black mustache, and I donât like black-haired gentlemen.â
âYou like âem red-headed, donât you, honey?â
grinned Brent.
âNow, come on, promise us all the waltzes and the supper.â
âIf youâll promise, weâll tell you a secret,â said Stuart.
âWhat?â
cried Scarlett, alert as a child at the word.
âIs it what we heard yesterday in Atlanta, Stu?
If it is, you know we promised not to tell.â
âWell, Miss Pitty told us.â
âMiss Who?â
âYou know, Ashley Wilkesâ cousin who lives in Atlanta, Miss Pittypat HamiltonâCharles and Melanie Hamiltonâs aunt.â
âI do, and a sillier old lady I never met in all my life.â
âWell, when we were in Atlanta yesterday, waiting for the home train, her carriage went by the depot and she stopped and talked to us, and she told us there was going to be an engagement announced tomorrow night at the Wilkes ball.â
âOh, I know about that,â said Scarlett in disappointment.
âThat silly nephew of hers, Charlie Hamilton, and Honey Wilkes.
Everybodyâs known for years that theyâd get married some time, even if he did seem kind of lukewarm about it.â
âDo you think heâs silly?â
questioned Brent.
âLast Christmas you sure let him buzz round you plenty.â
âI couldnât help him buzzing,â Scarlett shrugged negligently.
âI think heâs an awful sissy.â
âBesides, it isnât his engagement thatâs going to be announced,â said Stuart triumphantly.
âItâs Ashleyâs to Charlieâs sister, Miss Melanie!â
Scarlettâs face did not change but her lips went whiteâlike a person who has received a stunning blow without warning and who, in the first moments of shock, does not realize what has happened.
So still was her face as she stared at Stuart that he, never analytic, took it for granted that she was merely surprised and very interested.
âMiss Pitty told us they hadnât intended announcing it till next year, because Miss Melly hasnât been very well; but with all the war talk going around, everybody in both families thought it would be better to get married real soon.
So itâs to be announced tomorrow night at the supper intermission.
Now, Scarlett, weâve told you the secret, so youâve got to promise to eat supper with us.â
âOf course I will,â Scarlett said automatically.
âAnd all the waltzes?â
âAll.â
âYouâre sweet!
Iâll bet the other boys will be hopping mad.â
âLet âem be mad,â said Brent.
âWe two can handle âem.
Look, Scarlett.
Sit with us at the barbecue in the morning.â
âWhat?â
Stuart repeated his request.
âOf course.â
The twins looked at each other jubilantly but with some surprise.
Although they considered themselves Scarlettâs favored suitors, they had never before gained tokens of this favor so easily.
Usually she made them beg and plead, while she put them off, refusing to give a Yes or No answer, laughing if they sulked, growing cool if they became angry.
And here she had practically promised them the whole of tomorrowâseats by her at the barbecue, all the waltzes (and theyâd see to it that the dances were all waltzes!)
and the supper intermission.
This was worth getting expelled from the university.
Filled with new enthusiasm by their success, they lingered on, talking about the barbecue and the ball and Ashley Wilkes and Melanie Hamilton, interrupting each other, making jokes and laughing at them, hinting broadly for invitations to supper.
Some time had passed before they realized that Scarlett was having very little to say.
The atmosphere had somehow changed.
Just how, the twins did not know, but the fine glow had gone out of the afternoon.
Scarlett seemed to be paying little attention to what they said, although she made the correct answers.
Sensing something they could not understand, baffled and annoyed by it, the twins struggled along for a while, and then rose reluctantly, looking at their watches.
The sun was low across the new-plowed fields and the tall woods across the river were looming blackly in silhouette.
Chimney swallows were darting swiftly across the yard, and chickens, ducks and turkeys were waddling and strutting and straggling in from the fields.
Stuart bellowed: âJeems!â
And after an interval a tall black boy of their own age ran breathlessly around the house and out toward the tethered horses.
Jeems was their body servant and, like the dogs, accompanied them everywhere.
He had been their childhood playmate and had been given to the twins for their own on their tenth birthday.
At the sight of him, the Tarleton hounds rose up out of the red dust and stood waiting expectantly for their masters.
The boys bowed, shook hands and told Scarlett theyâd be over at the Wilkesesâ early in the morning, waiting for her.
Then they were off down the walk at a rush, mounted their horses and, followed by Jeems, went down the avenue of cedars at a gallop, waving their hats and yelling back to her.
When they had rounded the curve of the dusty road that hid them from Tara, Brent drew his horse to a stop under a clump of dogwood.
Stuart halted, too, and the darky boy pulled up a few paces behind them.
The horses, feeling slack reins, stretched down their necks to crop the tender spring grass, and the patient hounds lay down again in the soft red dust and looked up longingly at the chimney swallows circling in the gathering dusk.
Brentâs wide ingenuous face was puzzled and mildly indignant.
âLook,â he said.
âDonât it look to you like she would of asked us to stay for supper?â
âI thought she would,â said Stuart.
âI kept waiting for her to do it, but she didnât.
What do you make of it?â
âI donât make anything of it.
But it just looks to me like she might of.
After all, itâs our first day home and she hasnât seen us in quite a spell.
And we had lots more things to tell her.â
âIt looked to me like she was mighty glad to see us when we came.â
âI thought so, too.â
âAnd then, about a half-hour ago, she got kind of quiet, like she had a headache.â
âI noticed that but I didnât pay it any mind then.
What do you suppose ailed her?â
âI dunno.
Do you suppose we said something that made her mad?â
They both thought for a minute.
âI canât think of anything.
Besides, when Scarlett gets mad, everybody knows it.
She donât hold herself in like some girls do.â
âYes, thatâs what I like about her.
She donât go around being cold and hateful when sheâs madâshe tells you about it.
But it was something we did or said that made her shut up talking and look sort of sick.
I could swear she was glad to see us when we came and was aiming to ask us to supper.â
âYou donât suppose itâs because we got expelled?â
âHell, no!
Donât be a fool.
She laughed like everything when we told her about it.
And besides Scarlett donât set any more store by book learning than we do.â
Brent turned in the saddle and called to the negro groom.
âJeems!â
âSuh?â
âYou heard what we were talking to Miss Scarlett about?â
âNawsuh, Mistâ Brent!
Huccome you think Ah be spyinâ on wâite folks?â
âSpying, my God!
You darkies know everything that goes on.
Why, you liar, I saw you with my own eyes sidle round the corner of the porch and squat in the cape jessamine bush by the wall.
Now, did you hear us say anything that might have made Miss Scarlett madâor hurt her feelings?â
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Thus appealed to, Jeems gave up further pretense of not having overheard the conversation and furrowed his black brow.
âNawsuh, Ah dinâ notice yâall say anything ter mek her mad.
Look ter me lak she sho glad ter see you anâ sho had missed you, anâ she cheep along happy as a bird, tell âbout de time yâall got ter talkinâ âbout Mistâ Ashley anâ Miss Melly Hamilton gittinâ mahâied.
Den she quiet down lak a bird wâen de hawk fly ober.â
The twins looked at each other and nodded, but without comprehension.
âJeems is right.
But I donât see why,â said Stuart.
âMy Lord!
Ashley donât mean anything to her, âcept a friend.
Sheâs not crazy about him.
Itâs us sheâs crazy about.â
Brent nodded an agreement.
âBut do you suppose,â he said, âthat maybe Ashley hadnât told her he was going to announce it tomorrow night and she was mad at him for not telling her, an old friend, before he told everybody else?
Girls set a big store on knowing such things first.â
âWell, maybe.
But what if he hadnât told her it was tomorrow?
It was supposed to be a secret and a surprise, and a manâs got a right to keep his own engagement quiet, hasnât he?
We wouldnât have known it if Miss Mellyâs aunt hadnât let it out.
But Scarlett must have known he was going to marry Miss Melly sometime.
Why, weâve known it for years.
The Wilkes and Hamiltons always marry their own cousins.
Everybody knew heâd probably marry her some day, just like Honey Wilkes is going to marry Miss Mellyâs brother, Charles.â
âWell, I give it up.
But Iâm sorry she didnât ask us to supper.
I swear I donât want to go home and listen to Ma take on about us being expelled.
It isnât as if this was the first time.â
âMaybe Boyd will have smoothed her down by now.
You know what a slick talker that little varmint is.
You know he always can smooth her down.â
âYes, he can do it, but it takes Boyd time.
He has to talk around in circles till Ma gets so confused that she gives up and tells him to save his voice for his law practice.
But he ainât had time to get good started yet.
Why, Iâll bet you Ma is still so excited about the new horse that sheâll never even realize weâre home again till she sits down to supper tonight and sees Boyd.
And before supper is over sheâll be going strong and breathing fire.
And itâll be ten oâclock before Boyd gets a chance to tell her that it wouldnât have been honorable for any of us to stay in college after the way the Chancellor talked to you and me.
And itâll be midnight before he gets her turned around to where sheâs so mad at the Chancellor sheâll be asking Boyd why he didnât shoot him.
No, we canât go home till after midnight.â
The twins looked at each other glumly.
They were completely fearless of wild horses, shooting affrays and the indignation of their neighbors, but they had a wholesome fear of their red-haired motherâs outspoken remarks and the riding crop that she did not scruple to lay across their breeches.
âWell, look,â said Brent.
âLetâs go over to the Wilkesâ.
Ashley and the girlsâll be glad to have us for supper.â
Stuart looked a little discomforted.
âNo, donât letâs go there.
Theyâll be in a stew getting ready for the barbecue tomorrow and besidesââ
âOh, I forgot about that,â said Brent hastily.
âNo, donât letâs go there.â
They clucked to their horses and rode along in silence for a while, a flush of embarrassment on Stuartâs brown cheeks.
Until the previous summer, Stuart had courted India Wilkes with the approbation of both families and the entire County.
The County felt that perhaps the cool and contained India Wilkes would have a quieting effect on him.
They fervently hoped so, at any rate.
And Stuart might have made the match, but Brent had not been satisfied.
Brent liked India but he thought her mighty plain and tame, and he simply could not fall in love with her himself to keep Stuart company.
That was the first time the twinsâ interests had ever diverged, and Brent was resentful of his brotherâs attentions to a girl who seemed to him not at all remarkable.
Then, last summer at a political speaking in a grove of oak trees at Jonesboro, they both suddenly became aware of Scarlett OâHara.
They had known her for years, and, since their childhood, she had been a favorite playmate, for she could ride horses and climb trees almost as well as they.
But now to their amazement she had become a grown-up young lady and quite the most charming one in all the world.
They noticed for the first time how her green eyes danced, how deep her dimples were when she laughed, how tiny her hands and feet and what a small waist she had.
Their clever remarks sent her into merry peals of laughter and, inspired by the thought that she considered them a remarkable pair, they fairly outdid themselves.
It was a memorable day in the life of the twins.
Thereafter, when they talked it over, they always wondered just why they had failed to notice Scarlettâs charms before.
They never arrived at the correct answer, which was that Scarlett on that day had decided to make them notice.
She was constitutionally unable to endure any man being in love with any woman not herself, and the sight of India Wilkes and Stuart at the speaking had been too much for her predatory nature.
Not content with Stuart alone, she had set her cap for Brent as well, and with a thoroughness that overwhelmed the two of them.
Now they were both in love with her, and India Wilkes and Letty Munroe, from Lovejoy, whom Brent had been half-heartedly courting, were far in the back of their minds.
Just what the loser would do, should Scarlett accept either one of them, the twins did not ask.
They would cross that bridge when they came to it.
For the present they were quite satisfied to be in accord again about one girl, for they had no jealousies between them.
It was a situation which interested the neighbors and annoyed their mother, who had no liking for Scarlett.
âIt will serve you right if that sly piece does accept one of you,â she said.
âOr maybe sheâll accept both of you, and then youâll have to move to Utah, if the Mormonsâll have youâwhich I doubtâŚ.
All that bothers me is that some one of these days youâre both going to get lickered up and jealous of each other about that two-faced, little, green-eyed baggage, and youâll shoot each other.
But that might not be a bad idea either.â
Since the day of the speaking, Stuart had been uncomfortable in Indiaâs presence.
Not that India ever reproached him or even indicated by look or gesture that she was aware of his abruptly changed allegiance.
She was too much of a lady.
But Stuart felt guilty and ill at ease with her.
He knew he had made India love him and he knew that she still loved him and, deep in his heart, he had the feeling that he had not played the gentleman.
He still liked her tremendously and respected her for her cool good breeding, her book learning and all the sterling qualities she possessed.
But, damn it, she was just so pallid and uninteresting and always the same, beside Scarlettâs bright and changeable charm.
You always knew where you stood with India and you never had the slightest notion with Scarlett.
That was enough to drive a man to distraction, but it had its charm.
âWell, letâs go over to Cade Calvertâs and have supper.
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Scarlett said Cathleen was home from Charleston.
Maybe sheâll have some news about Fort Sumter that we havenât heard.â
âNot Cathleen.
Iâll lay you two to one she didnât even know the fort was out there in the harbor, much less that it was full of Yankees until we shelled them out.
All sheâll know about is the balls she went to and the beaux she collected.â
âWell, itâs fun to hear her gabble.
And itâll be somewhere to hide out till Ma has gone to bed.â
âWell, hell!
I like Cathleen and she is fun and Iâd like to hear about Caro Rhett and the rest of the Charleston folks; but Iâm damned if I can stand sitting through another meal with that Yankee stepmother of hers.â
âDonât be too hard on her, Stuart.
She means well.â
âIâm not being hard on her.
I feel sorry for her, but I donât like people Iâve got to feel sorry for.
And she fusses around so much, trying to do the right thing and make you feel at home, that she always manages to say and do just exactly the wrong thing.
She gives me the fidgets!
And she thinks Southerners are wild barbarians.
She even told Ma so.
Sheâs afraid of Southerners.
Whenever weâre there she always looks scared to death.
She reminds me of a skinny hen perched on a chair, her eyes kind of bright and blank and scared, all ready to flap and squawk at the slightest move anybody makes.â
âWell, you canât blame her.
You did shoot Cade in the leg.â
âWell, I was lickered up or I wouldnât have done it,â said Stuart.
âAnd Cade never had any hard feelings.
Neither did Cathleen or Raiford or Mr.
Calvert.
It was just that Yankee stepmother who squalled and said I was a wild barbarian and decent people werenât safe around uncivilized Southerners.â
âWell, you canât blame her.
Sheâs a Yankee and ainât got very good manners; and, after all, you did shoot him and he is her stepson.â
âWell, hell!
Thatâs no excuse for insulting me!
You are Maâs own blood son, but did she take on that time Tony Fontaine shot you in the leg?
No, she just sent for old Doc Fontaine to dress it and asked the doctor what ailed Tonyâs aim.
Said she guessed licker was spoiling his marksmanship.
Remember how mad that made Tony?â
Both boys yelled with laughter.
âMaâs a card!â
said Brent with loving approval.
âYou can always count on her to do the right thing and not embarrass you in front of folks.â
âYes, but sheâs mighty liable to talk embarrassing in front of Father and the girls when we get home tonight,â said Stuart gloomily.
âLook, Brent.
I guess this means we donât go to Europe.
You know Mother said if we got expelled from another college we couldnât have our Grand Tour.â
âWell, hell!
We donât care, do we?
What is there to see in Europe?
Iâll bet those foreigners canât show us a thing we havenât got right here in Georgia.
Iâll bet their horses arenât as fast or their girls as pretty, and I know damn well they havenât got any rye whisky that can touch Fatherâs.â
âAshley Wilkes said they had an awful lot of scenery and music.
Ashley liked Europe.
Heâs always talking about it.â
âWellâyou know how the Wilkes are.
They are kind of queer about music and books and scenery.
Mother says itâs because their grandfather came from Virginia.
She says Virginians set quite a store by such things.â
âThey can have âem.
Give me a good horse to ride and some good licker to drink and a good girl to court and a bad girl to have fun with and anybody can have their EuropeâŚ.
What do we care about missing the Tour?
Suppose we were in Europe now, with the war coming on?
We couldnât get home soon enough.
Iâd heap rather go to a war than go to Europe.â
âSo would I, any dayâŚ.
Look, Brent!
I know where we can go for supper.
Letâs ride across the swamp to Able Wynderâs place and tell him weâre all four home again and ready for drill.â
âThatâs an idea!â
cried Brent with enthusiasm.
âAnd we can hear all the news of the Troop and find out what color they finally decided on for the uniforms.â
âIf itâs Zouave, Iâm damned if Iâll go in the Troop.
Iâd feel like a sissy in those baggy red pants.
They look like ladiesâ red flannel drawers to me.â
âIs yâall aiminâ ter go ter Mistâ Wynderâs?
âCause ef you is, you ainâ gwine git much supper,â said Jeems.
âDey cook done died, anâ dey ainâ bought a new one.
Dey got a feâel hanâ cookinâ, anâ de niggers tells me she is de wustest cook in de state.â
âGood God!
Why donât they buy another cook?â
âHuccome poâ wâite trash buy any niggers?
Dey ainâ never owned moân foâ at de mostesâ.â
There was frank contempt in Jeemsâ voice.
His own social status was assured because the Tarletons owned a hundred negroes and, like all slaves of large planters, he looked down on small farmers whose slaves were few.
âIâm going to beat your hide off for that,â cried Stuart fiercely.
âDonât you call Able Wynder âpoâ white.â
Sure heâs poor, but he ainât trash; and Iâm damned if Iâll have any man, darky or white, throwing off on him.
There ainât a better man in this County, or why else did the Troop elect him lieutenant?â
âAh ainâ never figgered dat out, mahseff,â replied Jeems, undisturbed by his masterâs scowl.
âLook ter me lak deyâd âlect all de awficers frum rich gempmum, âstead of swamp trash.â
âHe ainât trash!
Do you mean to compare him with real white trash like the Slatterys?
Able just ainât rich.
Heâs a small farmer, not a big planter, and if the boys thought enough of him to elect him lieutenant, then itâs not for any darky to talk impudent about him.
The Troop knows what itâs doing.â
The troop of cavalry had been organized three months before, the very day that Georgia seceded from the Union, and since then the recruits had been whistling for war.
The outfit was as yet unnamed, though not for want of suggestions.
Everyone had his own idea on that subject and was loath to relinquish it, just as everyone had ideas about the color and cut of the uniforms.
âClayton Wild Cats,â âFire Eaters,â âNorth Georgia Hussars,â âZouaves,â âThe Inland Riflesâ (although the Troop was to be armed with pistols, sabers and bowie knives, and not with rifles), âThe Clayton Grays,â âThe Blood and Thunderers,â âThe Rough and Readys,â all had their adherents.
Until matters were settled, everyone referred to the organization as the Troop and, despite the high-sounding name finally adopted, they were known to the end of their usefulness simply as âThe Troop.â
The officers were elected by the members, for no one in the County had had any military experience except a few veterans of the Mexican and Seminole wars and, besides, the Troop would have scorned a veteran as a leader if they had not personally liked him and trusted him.
Everyone liked the four Tarleton boys and the three Fontaines, but regretfully refused to elect them, because the Tarletons got lickered up too quickly and liked to skylark, and the Fontaines had such quick, murderous tempers.
Ashley Wilkes was elected captain, because he was the best rider in the County and because his cool head was counted on to keep some semblance of order.
Raiford Calvert was made first lieutenant, because everybody liked Raif, and Able Wynder, son of a swamp trapper, himself a small farmer, was elected second lieutenant.
Able was a shrewd, grave giant, illiterate, kind of heart, older than the other boys and with as good or better manners in the presence of ladies.
There was little snobbery in the Troop.
Too many of their fathers and grandfathers had come up to wealth from the small farmer class for that.
Moreover, Able was the best shot in the Troop, a real sharpshooter who could pick out the eye of a squirrel at seventy-five yards, and, too, he knew all about living outdoors, building fires in the rain, tracking animals and finding water.
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The Troop bowed to real worth and moreover, because they liked him, they made him an officer.
He bore the honor gravely and with no untoward conceit, as though it were only his due.
But the plantersâ ladies and the plantersâ slaves could not overlook the fact that he was not born a gentleman, even if their men folks could.
In the beginning, the Troop had been recruited exclusively from the sons of planters, a gentlemanâs outfit, each man supplying his own horse, arms, equipment, uniform and body servant.
But rich planters were few in the young county of Clayton, and, in order to muster a full-strength troop, it had been necessary to raise more recruits among the sons of small farmers, hunters in the backwoods, swamp trappers, Crackers and, in a very few cases, even poor whites, if they were above the average of their class.
These latter young men were as anxious to fight the Yankees, should war come, as were their richer neighbors; but the delicate question of money arose.
Few small farmers owned horses.
They carried on their farm operations with mules and they had no surplus of these, seldom more than four.
The mules could not be spared to go off to war, even if they had been acceptable for the Troop, which they emphatically were not.
As for the poor whites, they considered themselves well off if they owned one mule.
The backwoods folks and the swamp dwellers owned neither horses nor mules.
They lived entirely off the produce of their lands and the game in the swamp, conducting their business generally by the barter system and seldom seeing five dollars in cash a year, and horses and uniforms were out of their reach.
But they were as fiercely proud in their poverty as the planters were in their wealth, and they would accept nothing that smacked of charity from their rich neighbors.
So, to save the feelings of all and to bring the Troop up to full strength, Scarlettâs father, John Wilkes, Buck Munroe, Jim Tarleton, Hugh Calvert, in fact every large planter in the County with the one exception of Angus MacIntosh, had contributed money to completely outfit the Troop, horse and man.
The upshot of the matter was that every planter agreed to pay for equipping his own sons and a certain number of the others, but the manner of handling the arrangements was such that the less wealthy members of the outfit could accept horses and uniforms without offense to their honor.
The Troop met twice a week in Jonesboro to drill and to pray for the war to begin.
Arrangements had not yet been completed for obtaining the full quota of horses, but those who had horses performed what they imagined to be cavalry maneuvers in the field behind the courthouse, kicked up a great deal of dust, yelled themselves hoarse and waved the Revolutionary-war swords that had been taken down from parlor walls.
Those who, as yet, had no horses sat on the curb in front of Bullardâs store and watched their mounted comrades, chewed tobacco and told yarns.
Or else engaged in shooting matches.
There was no need to teach any of the men to shoot.
Most Southerners were born with guns in their hands, and lives spent in hunting had made marksmen of them all.
From plantersâ homes and swamp cabins, a varied array of firearms came to each muster.
There were long squirrel guns that had been new when first the Alleghenies were crossed, old muzzle-loaders that had seen service in 1812, in the Seminole wars and in Mexico, silver-mounted dueling pistols, pocket derringers, double-barreled hunting pieces and handsome new rifles of English make with shining stocks of fine wood.
Drill always ended in the saloons of Jonesboro, and by nightfall so many fights had broken out that the officers were hard put to ward off casualties until the Yankees could inflict them.
It was during one of these brawls that Stuart Tarleton had shot Cade Calvert and Tony Fontaine had shot Brent.
The twins had been at home, freshly expelled from the University of Virginia, at the time the Troop was organized and they had joined enthusiastically; but after the shooting episode, two months ago, their mother had packed them off to the state university, with orders to stay there.
They had sorely missed the excitement of the drills while away, and they counted education well lost if only they could ride and yell and shoot off rifles in the company of their friends.
âWell, letâs cut across country to Ableâs,â suggested Brent.
âWe can go through Mr. OâHaraâs river bottom and the Fontainesâ pasture and get there in no time.â
âWe ainâ gwine git nothinâ ter eat âcept possum anâ greens,â argued Jeems.
âYou ainât going to get anything,â grinned Stuart.
âBecause you are going home and tell Ma that we wonât be home for supper.â
âNo, Ah ainâ!â
cried Jeems in alarm.
âNo, Ah ainâ!
Ah doan git no moâ fun outer havinâ Miss Beetriss lay me out dan yâall does.
Fust place sheâll ast me huccome Ah let yâall git expelled agin.
Anâ nexâ thing, huccome Ah dinâ bring yâall home ternight so she could lay you out.
Anâ den sheâll light on me lak a duck on a June bug, anâ fust thing Ah know Ahâll be ter blame fer it all.
Ef yâall doan tek me ter Mistâ Wynderâs, Ahâll lay out in de woods all night anâ maybe de patterollers git me, âcause Ah heap ruther de patterollers git me dan Miss Beetriss when she in a state.â
The twins looked at the determined black boy in perplexity and indignation.
âHeâd be just fool enough to let the patterollers get him and that would give Ma something else to talk about for weeks.
I swear, darkies are more trouble.
Sometimes I think the Abolitionists have got the right idea.â
âWell, it wouldnât be right to make Jeems face what we donât want to face.
Weâll have to take him.
But, look, you impudent black fool, if you put on any airs in front of the Wynder darkies and hint that we all the time have fried chicken and ham, while they donât have nothing but rabbit and possum, IâllâIâll tell Ma.
And we wonât let you go to the war with us, either.â
âAirs?
Me put on airs foâ dem cheap niggers?
Nawsuh, Ah got better manners.
Ainâ Miss Beetriss taught me manners same as she taught yâall?â
âShe didnât do a very good job on any of the three of us,â said Stuart.
âCome on, letâs get going.â
He backed his big red horse and then, putting spurs to his side, lifted him easily over the split rail fence into the soft field of Gerald OâHaraâs plantation.
Brentâs horse followed and then Jeemsâ, with Jeems clinging to pommel and mane.
Jeems did not like to jump fences, but he had jumped higher ones than this in order to keep up with his masters.
As they picked their way across the red furrows and down the hill to the river bottom in the deepening dusk, Brent yelled to his brother:
âLook, Stu!
Donât it seem like to you that Scarlett would have asked us to supper?â
âI kept thinking she would,â yelled Stuart.
âWhy do you supposeâŚâ
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WHEN THE TWINS LEFT SCARLETT standing on the porch of Tara and the last sound of flying hooves had died away, she went back to her chair like a sleepwalker.
Her face felt stiff as from pain and her mouth actually hurt from having stretched it, unwillingly, in smiles to prevent the twins from learning her secret.
She sat down wearily, tucking one foot under her, and her heart swelled up with misery, until it felt too large for her bosom.
It beat with odd little jerks; her hands were cold, and a feeling of disaster oppressed her.
There were pain and bewilderment in her face, the bewilderment of a pampered child who has always had her own way for the asking and who now, for the first time, was in contact with the unpleasantness of life.
Ashley to marry Melanie Hamilton!
Oh, it couldnât be true!
The twins were mistaken.
They were playing one of their jokes on her.
Ashley couldnât, couldnât be in love with her.
Nobody could, not with a mousy little person like Melanie.
Scarlett recalled with contempt Melanieâs thin childish figure, her serious heartshaped face that was plain almost to homeliness.
And Ashley couldnât have seen her in months.
He hadnât been in Atlanta more than twice since the house party he gave last year at Twelve Oaks.
No, Ashley couldnât be in love with Melanie, becauseâoh, she couldnât be mistaken!âbecause he was in love with her!
She, Scarlett, was the one he lovedâshe knew it!
Scarlett heard Mammyâs lumbering tread shaking the floor of the hall and she hastily untucked her foot and tried to rearrange her face in more placid lines.
It would never do for Mammy to suspect that anything was wrong.
Mammy felt that she owned the OâHaras, body and soul, and their secrets were her secrets; and even a hint of a mystery was enough to set her upon the trail as relentlessly as a bloodhound.
Scarlett knew from experience that, if Mammyâs curiosity were not immediately satisfied, she would take up the matter with Ellen, and then Scarlett would be forced to reveal everything to her mother, or think up some plausible lie.
Mammy emerged from the hall, a huge old woman with the small, shrewd eyes of an elephant.
She was shining black, pure African, devoted to her last drop of blood to the OâHaras, Ellenâs mainstay, the despair of her three daughters, the terror of the other house servants.
Mammy was black, but her code of conduct and her sense of pride were as high as or higher than those of her owners.
She had been raised in the bedroom of Solange Robillard, Ellen OâHaraâs mother, a dainty, cold, high-nosed Frenchwoman, who spared neither her children nor her servants their just punishment for any infringement of decorum.
She had been Ellenâs mammy and had come with her from Savannah to the up-country when she married.
Whom Mammy loved, she chastened.
And, as her love for Scarlett and her pride in her were enormous, the chastening process was practically continuous.
âIs de gempmum gone?
Huccome you dinâ ast dem ter stay fer supper, Miss Scarlett?
Ah done tole Poke ter lay two extry plates fer dem.
Wharâs yoâ manners?â
âOh, I was so tired of hearing them talk about the war that I couldnât have endured it through supper, especially with Pa joining in and shouting about Mr.
Lincoln.â
âYou ainâ got no moâ manners dan a feâel hanâ, anâ affer Miss Ellen anâ me done labored wid you.
Anâ hyah you is widout yoâ shawl!
Anâ de night nir fixinâ ter set in!
Ah done tole you anâ tole you âbout gittinâ fever frum settinâ in de night air wid nuthinâ on yoâ shoulders.
Come on in de house, Miss Scarlett.â
Scarlett turned away from Mammy with studied nonchalance, thankful that her face had been unnoticed in Mammyâs preoccupation with the matter of the shawl.
âNo, I want to sit here and watch the sunset.
Itâs so pretty.
You run get my shawl.
Please, Mammy, and Iâll sit here till Pa comes home.â
âYoâ voice sounâ lak you catchinâ a cole,â said Mammy suspiciously.
âWell, Iâm not,â said Scarlett impatiently.
âYou fetch me my shawl.â
Mammy waddled back into the hall and Scarlett heard her call softly up the stairwell to the upstairs maid.
âYou, Rosa!
Drap me Miss Scarlettâs shawl.â
Then, more loudly: âWuthless nigger!
She ainâ never whar she does nobody no good.
Now, Ah got ter climb up anâ git it mahseff.â
Scarlett heard the stairs groan and she got softly to her feet.
When Mammy returned she would resume her lecture on Scarlettâs breach of hospitality, and Scarlett felt that she could not endure prating about such a trivial matter when her heart was breaking.
As she stood, hesitant, wondering where she could hide until the ache in her breast subsided a little, a thought came to her, bringing a small ray of hope.
Her father had ridden over to Twelve Oaks, the Wilkes plantation, that afternoon to offer to buy Dilcey, the broad wife of his valet, Pork.
Dilcey was head woman and midwife at Twelve Oaks, and, since the marriage six months ago, Pork had deviled his master night and day to buy Dilcey, so the two could live on the same plantation.
That afternoon, Gerald, his resistance worn thin, had set out to make an offer for Dilcey.
Surely, thought Scarlett, Pa will know whether this awful story is true.
Even if he hasnât actually heard anything this afternoon, perhaps heâs noticed something, sensed some excitement in the Wilkes family.
If I can just see him privately before supper, perhaps Iâll find out the truthâthat itâs just one of the twinsâ nasty practical jokes.
It was time for Geraldâs return and, if she expected to see him alone, there was nothing for her to do except meet him where the driveway entered the road.
She went quietly down the front steps, looking carefully over her shoulder to make sure Mammy was not observing her from the upstairs windows.
Seeing no broad black face, turbaned in snowy white, peering disapprovingly from between fluttering curtains, she boldly snatched up her green flowered skirts and sped down the path toward the driveway as fast as her small ribbon-laced slippers would carry her.
The dark cedars on either side of the graveled drive met in an arch overhead, turning the long avenue into a dim tunnel.
As soon as she was beneath the gnarled arms of the cedars, she knew she was safe from observation from the house and she slowed her swift pace.
She was panting, for her stays were laced too tightly to permit much running, but she walked on as rapidly as she could.
Soon she was at the end of the driveway and out on the main road, but she did not stop until she had rounded a curve that put a large clump of trees between her and the house.
Flushed and breathing hard, she sat down on a stump to wait for her father.
It was past time for him to come home, but she was glad that he was late.
The delay would give her time to quiet her breathing and calm her face so that his suspicions would not be aroused.
Every moment she expected to hear the pounding of his horseâs hooves and see him come charging up the hill at his usual breakneck speed.
But the minutes slipped by and Gerald did not come.
She looked down the road for him, the pain in her heart swelling up again.
âOh, it canât be true!â
she thought.
âWhy doesnât he come?â
Her eyes followed the winding road, blood-red now after the morning rain.
In her thought she traced its course as it ran down the hill to the sluggish Flint River, through the tangled swampy bottoms and up the next hill to Twelve Oaks where Ashley lived.
That was all the road meant now âa road to Ashley and the beautiful white-columned house that crowned the hill like a Greek temple.
âOh, Ashley!
Ashley!â
she thought, and her heart beat faster.
Some of the cold sense of bewilderment and disaster that had weighted her down since the Tarleton boys told her their gossip was pushed into the background of her mind, and in its place crept the fever that had possessed her for two years.
It seemed strange now that when she was growing up Ashley had never seemed so very attractive to her.
In childhood days, she had seen him come and go and never given him a thought.
But since that day two years ago when Ashley, newly home from his three yearsâ Grand Tour in Europe, had called to pay his respects, she had loved him.
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It was as simple as that.
She had been on the front porch and he had ridden up the long avenue, dressed in gray broadcloth with a wide black cravat setting off his frilled shirt to perfection.
Even now, she could recall each detail of his dress, how brightly his boots shone, the head of a Medusa in cameo on his cravat pin, the wide Panama hat that was instantly in his hand when he saw her.
He had alighted and tossed his bridle reins to a pickaninny and stood looking up at her, his drowsy gray eyes wide with a smile and the sun so bright on his blond hair that it seemed like a cap of shining silver.
And he said, âSo youâve grown up, Scarlett.â
And, coming lightly up the steps, he had kissed her hand.
And his voice!
She would never forget the leap of her heart as she heard it, as if for the first time, drawling, resonant, musical.
She had wanted him, in that first instant, wanted him as simply and unreasoningly as she wanted food to eat, horses to ride and a soft bed on which to lay herself.
For two years he had squired her about the County, to balls, fish fries, picnics and court days, never so often as the Tarleton twins or Cade Calvert, never so importunate as the younger Fontaine boys, but, still, never the week went by that Ashley did not come calling at Tara.
True, he never made love to her, nor did the clear gray eyes ever glow with that hot light Scarlett knew so well in other men.
And yetâand yetâshe knew he loved her.
She could not be mistaken about it.
Instinct stronger than reason and knowledge born of experience told her that he loved her.
Too often she had surprised him when his eyes were neither drowsy nor remote, when he looked at her with a yearning and a sadness which puzzled her.
She knew he loved her.
Why did he not tell her so?
That she could not understand.
But there were so many things about him that she did not understand.
He was courteous always, but aloof, remote.
No one could ever tell what he was thinking about, Scarlett least of all.
In a neighborhood where everyone said exactly what he thought as soon as he thought it, Ashleyâs quality of reserve was exasperating.
He was as proficient as any of the other young men in the usual County diversions, hunting, gambling, dancing and politics, and was the best rider of them all; but he differed from all the rest in that these pleasant activities were not the end and aim of life to him.
And he stood alone in his interest in books and music and his fondness for writing poetry.
Oh, why was he so handsomely blond, so courteously aloof, so maddeningly boring with his talk about Europe and books and music and poetry and things that interested her not at allâand yet so desirable?
Night after night, when Scarlett went to bed after sitting on the front porch in the semidarkness with him, she tossed restlessly for hours and comforted herself only with the thought that the very next time he saw her he certainly would propose.
But the next time came and went, and the result was nothingânothing except that the fever possessing her rose higher and hotter.
She loved him and she wanted him and she did not understand him.
She was as forthright and simple as the winds that blew over Tara and the yellow river that wound about it, and to the end of her days she would never be able to understand a complexity.
And now, for the first time in her life, she was facing a complex nature.
For Ashley was born of a line of men who used their leisure for thinking, not doing, for spinning brightly colored dreams that had in them no touch of reality.
He moved in an inner world that was more beautiful than Georgia and came back to reality with reluctance.
He looked on people, and he neither liked nor disliked them.
He looked on life and was neither heartened nor saddened.
He accepted the universe and his place in it for what they were and, shrugging, turned to his music and books and his better world.
Why he should have captivated Scarlett when his mind was a stranger to hers she did not know.
The very mystery of him excited her curiosity like a door that had neither lock nor key.
The things about him which she could not understand only made her love him more, and his odd, restrained courtship only served to increase her determination to have him for her own.
That he would propose some day she had never doubted, for she was too young and too spoiled ever to have known defeat.
And now, like a thunderclap, had come this horrible news.
Ashley to marry Melanie!
It couldnât be true!
Why, only last week, when they were riding home at twilight from Fairhill, he had said: âScarlett, I have something so important to tell you that I hardly know how to say it.â
She had cast down her eyes demurely, her heart beating with wild pleasure, thinking the happy moment had come.
Then he had said: âNot now!
Weâre nearly home and there isnât time.
Oh, Scarlett, what a coward I am!â
And putting spurs to his horse, he had raced her up the hill to Tara.
Scarlett, sitting on the stump, thought of those words which had made her so happy, and suddenly they took on another meaning, a hideous meaning.
Suppose it was the news of his engagement he had intended to tell her!
Oh, if Pa would only come home!
She could not endure the suspense another moment.
She looked impatiently down the road again, and again she was disappointed.
The sun was now below the horizon and the red glow at the rim of the world faded into pink.
The sky above turned slowly from azure to the delicate blue-green of a robinâs egg, and the unearthly stillness of rural twilight came stealthily down about her.
Shadowy dimness crept over the countryside.
The red furrows and the gashed red road lost their magical blood color and became plain brown earth.
Across the road, in the pasture, the horses, mules and cows stood quietly with heads over the split-rail fence, waiting to be driven to the stables and supper.
They did not like the dark shade of the thickets hedging the pasture creek, and they twitched their ears at Scarlett as if appreciative of human companionship.
In the strange half-light, the tall pines of the river swamp, so warmly green in the sunshine, were black against the pastel sky, an impenetrable row of black giants hiding the slow yellow water at their feet.
On the hill across the river, the tall white chimneys of the Wilkes home faded gradually into the darkness of the thick oaks surrounding them, and only far-off pin points of supper lamps showed that a house was here.
The warm damp balminess of spring encompassed her sweetly with the moist smells of new-plowed earth and all the fresh green things pushing up to the air.
Sunset and spring and new-fledged greenery were no miracle to Scarlett.
Their beauty she accepted as casually as the air she breathed and the water she drank, for she had never consciously seen beauty in anything but womenâs faces, horses, silk dresses and like tangible things.
Yet the serene half-light over Taraâs well-kept acres brought a measure of quiet to her disturbed mind.
She loved this land so much, without even knowing she loved it, loved it as she loved her motherâs face under the lamp at prayer time.
Still there was no sign of Gerald on the quiet winding road.
If she had to wait much longer, Mammy would certainly come in search of her and bully her into the house.
But even as she strained her eyes down the darkening road, she heard a pounding of hooves at the bottom of the pasture hill and saw the horses and cows scatter in fright.
Gerald OâHara was coming home across country and at top speed.
He came up the hill at a gallop on his thick-barreled, long-legged hunter, appearing in the distance like a boy on a too large horse.
His long white hair standing out behind him, he urged the horse forward with crop and loud cries.
Filled with her own anxieties, she nevertheless watched him with affectionate pride, for Gerald was an excellent horseman.
âI wonder why he always wants to jump fences when heâs had a few drinks,â she thought.
âAnd after that fall he had right here last year when he broke his knee.
Youâd think heâd learn.
Especially when he promised Mother on oath heâd never jump again.â
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Scarlett had no awe of her father and felt him more her contemporary than her sisters, for jumping fences and keeping it a secret from his wife gave him a boyish pride and guilty glee that matched her own pleasure in outwitting Mammy.
She rose from her seat to watch him.
The big horse reached the fence, gathered himself and soared over as effortlessly as a bird, his rider yelling enthusiastically, his crop beating the air, his white curls jerking out behind him.
Gerald did not see his daughter in the shadow of the trees, and he drew rein in the road, patting his horseâs neck with approbation.
âThereâs none in the County can touch you, nor in the state,â he informed his mount, with pride, the brogue of County Meath still heavy on his tongue in spite of thirty-nine years in America.
Then he hastily set about smoothing his hair and settling his ruffled shirt and his cravat which had slipped away behind one ear.
Scarlett knew these hurried preenings were being made with an eye toward meeting his wife with the appearance of a gentleman who had ridden sedately home from a call on a neighbor.
She knew also that he was presenting her with just the opportunity she wanted for opening the conversation without revealing her true purpose.
She laughed aloud.
As she had intended, Gerald was startled by the sound; then he recognized her, and a look both sheepish and defiant came over his florid face.
He dismounted with difficulty, because his knee was stiff, and, slipping the reins over his arm, stumped toward her.
âWell, Missy,â he said, pinching her cheek, âso, youâve been spying on me and, like your sister Suellen last week, youâll be telling your mother on me?â
There was indignation in his hoarse bass voice but also a wheedling note, and Scarlett teasingly clicked her tongue against her teeth as she reached out to pull his cravat into place.
His breath in her face was strong with Bourbon whisky mingled with a faint fragrance of mint.
Accompanying him also were the smells of chewing tobacco, well-oiled leather and horsesâa combination of odors that she always associated with her father and instinctively liked in other men.
âNo, Pa, Iâm no tattletale like Suellen,â she assured him, standing off to view his rearranged attire with a judicious air.
Gerald was a small man, little more than five feet tall, but so heavy of barrel and thick of neck that his appearance, when seated, led strangers to think him a larger man.
His thickset torso was supported by short sturdy legs, always incased in the finest leather boots procurable and always planted wide apart like a swaggering small boyâs.
Most small people who take themselves seriously are a little ridiculous; but the bantam cock is respected in the barnyard, and so it was with Gerald.
No one would ever have the temerity to think of Gerald OâHara as a ridiculous little figure.
He was sixty years old and his crisp curly hair was silver-white, but his shrewd face was unlined and his hard little blue eyes were young with the unworried youthfulness of one who has never taxed his brain with problems more abstract than how many cards to draw in a poker game.
His was as Irish a face as could be found in the length and breadth of the homeland he had left so long agoâround, high colored, short nosed, wide mouthed and belligerent.
Beneath his choleric exterior Gerald OâHara had the tenderest of hearts.
He could not bear to see a slave pouting under a reprimand, no matter how well deserved, or hear a kitten mewing or a child crying; but he had a horror of having this weakness discovered.
That everyone who met him did discover his kindly heart within five minutes was unknown to him; and his vanity would have suffered tremendously if he had found it out, for he liked to think that when he bawled orders at the top of his voice everyone trembled and obeyed.
It had never occurred to him that only one voice was obeyed on the plantationâthe soft voice of his wife Ellen.
It was a secret he would never learn, for everyone from Ellen down to the stupidest field hand was in a tacit and kindly conspiracy to keep him believing that his word was law.
Scarlett was impressed less than anyone else by his tempers and his roarings.
She was his oldest child and, now that Gerald knew there would be no more sons to follow the three who lay in the family burying ground, he had drifted into a habit of treating her in a man-to-man manner which she found most pleasant.
She was more like her father than her younger sisters, for Carreen, who had been born Caroline Irene, was delicate and dreamy, and Suellen, christened Susan Elinor, prided herself on her elegance and lady-like deportment.
Moreover, Scarlett and her father were bound together by a mutual suppression agreement.
If Gerald caught her climbing a fence instead of walking half a mile to a gate, or sitting too late on the front steps with a beau, he castigated her personally and with vehemence, but he did not mention the fact to Ellen or to Mammy.
And when Scarlett discovered him jumping fences after his solemn promise to his wife, or learned the exact amount of his losses at poker, as she always did from County gossip, she refrained from mentioning the fact at the supper table in the artfully artless manner Suellen had.
Scarlett and her father each assured the other solemnly that to bring such matters to the ears of Ellen would only hurt her, and nothing would induce them to wound her gentleness.
Scarlett looked at her father in the fading light, and, without knowing why, she found it comforting to be in his presence.
There was something vital and earthy and coarse about him that appealed to her.
Being the least analytic of people, she did not realize that this was because she possessed in some degree these same qualities, despite sixteen years of effort on the part of Ellen and Mammy to obliterate them.
âYou look very presentable now,â she said, âand I donât think anyone will suspect youâve been up to your tricks unless you brag about them.
But it does seem to me that after you broke your knee last year, jumping that same fenceââ
âWell, may I be damned if Iâll have me own daughter telling me what I shall jump and not jump,â he shouted, giving her cheek another pinch.
âItâs me own neck, so it is.
And besides, Missy, what are you doing out here without your shawl?â
Seeing that he was employing familiar maneuvers to extricate himself from unpleasant conversation, she slipped her arm through his and said: âI was waiting for you.
I didnât know you would be so late.
I just wondered if you had bought Dilcey.â
âBought her I did, and the price has ruined me.
Bought her and her little wench, Prissy.
John Wilkes was for almost giving them away, but never will I have it said that Gerald OâHara used friendship in a trade.
I made him take three thousand for the two of them.â
âIn the name of Heaven, Pa, three thousand!
And you didnât need to buy Prissy!â
âHas the time come when me own daughters sit in judgment on me?â shouted Gerald rhetorically.
âPrissy is a likely little wench and soââ
âI know her.
Sheâs a sly, stupid creature,â Scarlett rejoined calmly, unimpressed by his uproar.
âAnd the only reason you bought her was because Dilcey asked you to buy her.â
Gerald looked crestfallen and embarrassed, as always when caught in a kind deed, and Scarlett laughed outright at his transparency.
âWell, what if I did?
Was there any use buying Dilcey if she was going to mope about the child?
Well, never again will I let a darky on this place marry off it.
Itâs too expensive.
Well, come on, Puss, letâs go in to supper.â
The shadows were falling thicker now, the last greenish tinge had left the sky and a slight chill was displacing the balminess of spring.
But Scarlett loitered, wondering how to bring up the subject of Ashley without permitting Gerald to suspect her motive.
This was difficult, for Scarlett had not a subtle bone in her body; and Gerald was so much like her he never failed to penetrate her weak subterfuges, even as she penetrated his.
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And he was seldom tactful in doing it.
âHow are they all over at Twelve Oaks?â
âAbout as usual.
Cade Calvert was there and, after I settled about Dilcey, we all set on the gallery and had several toddies.
Cade has just come from Atlanta, and itâs all upset they are there and talking war andââ
Scarlett sighed.
If Gerald once got on the subject of war and secession, it would be hours before he relinquished it.
She broke in with another line.
âDid they say anything about the barbecue tomorrow?â
âNow that I think of it they did.
Missâwhatâs-her-nameâthe sweet little thing who was here last year, you know, Ashleyâs cousinâoh, yes, Miss Melanie Hamilton, thatâs the nameâshe and her brother Charles have already come from Atlanta andââ
âOh, so she did come?â
âShe did, and a sweet quiet thing she is, with never a word to say for herself, like a woman should be.
Come now, daughter, donât lag.
Your mother will be hunting for us.â
Scarlettâs heart sank at the news.
She had hoped against hope that something would keep Melanie Hamilton in Atlanta where she belonged, and the knowledge that even her father approved of her sweet quiet nature, so different from her own, forced her into the open.
âWas Ashley there, too?â
âHe was.â
Gerald let go of his daughterâs arm and turned, peering sharply into her face.
âAnd if thatâs why you came out here to wait for me, why didnât you say so without beating around the bush?â
Scarlett could think of nothing to say, and she felt her face growing red with annoyance.
âWell, speak up.â
Still she said nothing, wishing that it was permissible to shake oneâs father and tell him to hush his mouth.
âHe was there and he asked most kindly after you, as did his sisters, and said they hoped nothing would keep you from the barbecue tomorrow.
Iâll warrant nothing will,â he said shrewdly.
âAnd now, daughter, whatâs all this about you and Ashley?â
âThere is nothing,â she said shortly, tugging at his arm.
âLetâs go in, Pa.â
âSo now âtis you wanting to go in,â he observed.
âBut here Iâm going to stand till Iâm understanding you.
Now that I think of it, âtis strange youâve been recently.
Has he been trifling with you?
Has he asked to marry you?â
âNo,â she said shortly.
âNor will he,â said Gerald.
Fury flamed in her, but Gerald waved her quiet with a hand.
âHold your tongue, Miss!
I had it from John Wilkes this afternoon in the strictest confidence that Ashleyâs to marry Miss Melanie.
Itâs to be announced tomorrow.â
Scarlettâs hand fell from his arm.
So it was true!
A pain slashed at her heart as savagely as a wild animalâs fangs.
Through it all, she felt her fatherâs eyes on her, a little pitying, a little annoyed at being faced with a problem for which he knew no answer.
He loved Scarlett, but it made him uncomfortable to have her forcing her childish problems on him for a solution.
Ellen knew all the answers.
Scarlett should have taken her troubles to her.
âIs it a spectacle youâve been making of yourselfâof all of us?â he bawled, his voice rising as always in moments of excitement.
âHave you been running after a man whoâs not in love with you, when you could have any of the bucks in the County?â
Anger and hurt pride drove out some of the pain.
âI havenât been running after him.
Itâit just surprised me.â
âItâs lying you are!â said Gerald, and then, peering at her stricken face, he added in a burst of kindliness: âIâm sorry, daughter.
But after all, you are nothing but a child and thereâs lots of other beaux.â
âMother was only fifteen when she married you, and Iâm sixteen,â said Scarlett, her voice muffled.
âYour mother was different,â said Gerald.
âShe was never flighty like you.
Now come, daughter, cheer up, and Iâll take you to Charleston next week to visit your Aunt Eulalie and, what with all the hullabaloo they are having over there about Fort Sumter, youâll be forgetting about Ashley in a week.â
âHe thinks Iâm a child,â thought Scarlett, grief and rage choking utterance, âand heâs only got to dangle a new toy and Iâll forget my bumps.â
âNow, donât be jerking your chin at me,â warned Gerald.
âIf you had any sense youâd have married Stuart or Brent Tarleton long ago.
Think it over, daughter.
Marry one of the twins and then the plantations will run together and Jim Tarleton and I will build you a fine house, right where they join, in that big pine grove andââ
âWill you stop treating me like a child!â
cried Scarlett.
âI donât want to go to Charleston or have a house or marry the twins.
I only wantââ She caught herself but not in time.
Geraldâs voice was strangely quiet and he spoke slowly as if drawing his words from a store of thought seldom used.
âItâs only Ashley youâre wanting, and youâll not be having him.
And if he wanted to marry you, âtwould be with misgivings that Iâd say Yes, for all the fine friendship thatâs between me and John Wilkes.â
And, seeing her startled look, he continued: âI want my girl to be happy and you wouldnât be happy with him.â
âOh, I would!
I would!â
âThat you would not, daughter.
Only when like marries like can there be any happiness.â
Scarlett had a sudden treacherous desire to cry out, âBut youâve been happy, and you and Mother arenât alike,â but she repressed it, fearing that he would box her ears for her impertinence.
âOur people and the Wilkes are different,â he went on slowly, fumbling for words.
âThe Wilkes are different from any of our neighborsâdifferent from any family I ever knew.
They are queer folk, and itâs best that they marry their cousins and keep their queerness to themselves.â
âWhy, Pa, Ashley is notââ
âHold your whist, Puss!
I said nothing against the lad, for I like him.
And when I say queer, itâs not crazy Iâm meaning.
Heâs not queer like the Calverts whoâd gamble everything they have on a horse, or the Tarletons who turn out a drunkard or two in every litter, or the Fontaines who are hot-headed little brutes and after murdering a man for a fancied slight.
That kind of queerness is easy to understand for sure, and but for the grace of God Gerald OâHara would be having all those faults!
And I donât mean that Ashley would run off with another woman, if you were his wife, or beat you.
Youâd be happier if he did, for at least youâd be understanding that.
But heâs queer in other ways, and thereâs no understanding him at all.
I like him, but itâs neither heads nor tails I can make of most he says.
Now, Puss, tell me true, do you understand his folderol about books and poetry and music and oil paintings and such foolishness?â
âOh, Pa,â cried Scarlett impatiently, âif I married him, Iâd change all that!â
âOh, you would, would you now?â said Gerald testily, shooting a sharp look at her.
âThen itâs little enough you are knowing of any man living, let alone Ashley.
No wife has ever changed a husband one whit, and donât you be forgetting that.
And as for changing a WilkesâGodâs nightgown, daughter!
The whole family is that way, and theyâve always been that way.
And probably always will.
I tell you theyâre born queer.
Look at the way they go tearing up to New York and Boston to hear operas and see oil paintings.
And ordering French and German books by the crate from the Yankees!
And there they sit reading and dreaming the dear God knows what, when theyâd be better spending their time hunting and playing poker as proper men should.â
âThereâs nobody in the County sits a horse better than Ashley,â said Scarlett, furious at the slur of effeminacy flung on Ashley, ânobody except maybe his father.
And as for poker, didnât Ashley take two hundred dollars away from you just last week in Jonesboro?â
âThe Calvert boys have been blabbing again,â Gerald said resignedly, âelse youâd not be knowing the amount.
Ashley can ride with the best and play poker with the bestâthatâs me, Puss!
And Iâm not denying that when he sets out to drink he can put even the Tarletons under the table.
He can do all those things, but his heartâs not in it.
Thatâs why I say heâs queer.â
Scarlett was silent and her heart sank.
She could think of no defense for this last, for she knew Gerald was right.
Ashleyâs heart was in none of the pleasant things he did so well.
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He was never more than politely interested in any of the things that vitally interested every one else.
Rightly interpreting her silence, Gerald patted her arm and said triumphantly: âThere now, Scarlett!
You admit âtis true.
What would you be doing with a husband like Ashley?
âTis moonstruck they all are, all the Wilkes.â
And then, in a wheedling tone: âWhen I was mentioning the Tarletons the while ago, I wasnât pushing them.
Theyâre fine lads, but if itâs Cade Calvert youâre setting your cap after, why, âtis the same with me.
The Calverts are good folk, all of them, for all the old man marrying a Yankee.
And when Iâm goneâ Whist, darlinâ, listen to me!
Iâll leave Tara to you and Cadeââ
âI wouldnât have Cade on a silver tray,â cried Scarlett in fury.
âAnd I wish youâd quit pushing him at me!
I donât want Tara or any old plantation.
Plantations donât amount to anything whenââ
She was going to say âwhen you havenât the man you want,â but Gerald, incensed by the cavalier way in which she treated his proffered gift, the thing which, next to Ellen, he loved best in the whole world, uttered a roar.
âDo you stand there, Scarlett OâHara, and tell me that Taraâthat landâdoesnât amount to anything?â
Scarlett nodded obstinately.
Her heart was too sore to care whether or not she put her father in a temper.
âLand is the only thing in the world that amounts to anything,â he shouted, his thick, short arms making wide gestures of indignation, âfor âtis the only thing in this world that lasts, and donât you be forgetting it!
âTis the only thing worth working for, worth fighting forâworth dying for.â
âOh, Pa,â she said disgustedly, âyou talk like an Irishman!â
âHave I ever been ashamed of it?
No, âtis proud I am.
And donât be forgetting that you are half Irish, Miss!
And to anyone with a drop of Irish blood in them the land they live on is like their mother.
âTis ashamed of you I am this minute.
I offer you the most beautiful land in the worldâsaving County Meath in the Old Countryâand what do you do?
You sniff!â
Gerald had begun to work himself up into a pleasurable shouting rage when something in Scarlettâs woebegone face stopped him.
âBut there, youâre young.
âTwill come to you, this love of land.
Thereâs no getting away from it, if youâre Irish.
Youâre just a child and bothered about your beaux.
When youâre older, youâll be seeing how âtisâŚ.
Now, do you be making up your mind about Cade or the twins or one of Evan Munroeâs young bucks, and see how fine I turn you out!â
âOh, Pa!â
By this time, Gerald was thoroughly tired of the conversation and thoroughly annoyed that the problem should be upon his shoulders.
He felt aggrieved, moreover, that Scarlett should still look desolate after being offered the best of the County boys and Tara, too.
Gerald liked his gifts to be received with clapping of hands and kisses.
âNow, none of your pouts, Miss.
It doesnât matter who you marry, as long as he thinks like you and is a gentleman and a Southerner and prideful.
For a woman, love comes after marriage.â
âOh, Pa, thatâs such an Old Country notion!â
âAnd a good notion it is!
All this American business of running around marrying for love, like servants, like Yankees!
The best marriages are when the parents choose for the girl.
For how can a silly piece like yourself tell a good man from a scoundrel?
Now, look at the Wilkes.
Whatâs kept them prideful and strong all these generations?
Why, marrying the likes of themselves, marrying the cousins their family always expects them to marry.â
âOh,â cried Scarlett, fresh pain striking her as Geraldâs words brought home the terrible inevitability of the truth.
Gerald looked at her bowed head and shuffled his feet uneasily.
âItâs not crying you are?â he questioned, fumbling clumsily at her chin, trying to turn her face upward, his own face furrowed with pity.
âNo,â she cried vehemently, jerking away.
âItâs lying you are, and Iâm proud of it.
Iâm glad thereâs pride in you, Puss.
And I want to see pride in you tomorrow at the barbecue.
Iâll not be having the County gossiping and laughing at you for mooning your heart out about a man who never gave you a thought beyond friendship.â
âHe did give me a thought,â thought Scarlett, sorrowfully in her heart.
âOh, a lot of thoughts!
I know he did.
I could tell.
If Iâd just had a little longer, I know I could have made him sayâ Oh, if it only wasnât that the Wilkes always feel that they have to marry their cousins!â
Gerald took her arm and passed it through his.
âWeâll be going in to supper now, and all this is between us.
Iâll not be worrying your mother with thisânor do you do it, either.
Blow your nose, daughter.â
Scarlett blew her nose on her torn handkerchief, and they started up the dark drive arm in arm, the horse following slowly.
Near the house, Scarlett was at the point of speaking again when she saw her mother in the dim shadows of the porch.
She had on her bonnet, shawl and mittens, and behind her was Mammy, her face like a thundercloud, holding in her hand the black leather bag she used in doctoring the slaves.
Mammyâs lips were large and pendulous and, when indignant, she could push out her lower one to twice its normal length.
It was pushed out now, and Scarlett knew that Mammy was seething over something of which she did not approve.
âMr. OâHara,â called Ellen as she saw the two coming up the drivewayâEllen belonged to a generation that was formal even after seventeen years of wedlock and the bearing of six childrenââMr. OâHara, there is illness at the Slattery house.
Emmieâs baby has been born and is dying and must be baptized.
I am going there with Mammy to see what I can do.â
Her voice was raised questioningly, as though she hung on Geraldâs assent to her plan, a mere formality but one dear to the heart of Gerald.
âIn the name of God!â
blustered Gerald.
âWhy should those white trash take you away just at your supper hour and just when Iâm wanting to tell you about the war talk thatâs going on in Atlanta!
Go, Mrs. OâHara.
Youâd not rest easy on your pillow the night if there was trouble abroad and you not there to help.â
âShe doan never git no resâ on her piller fer hoppinâ up at night time nursinâ niggers anâ poâ wâite trash dat could tenâ to deyseff,â grumbled Mammy in a monotone as she went down the stairs toward the carriage which was waiting in the side drive.
âTake my place at the table, dear,â said Ellen, patting Scarlettâs cheek softly with a mittened hand.
In spite of her choked-back tears, Scarlett thrilled to the never-failing magic of her motherâs touch, to the faint fragrance of lemon verbena sachet that came from her rustling silk dress.
To Scarlett, there was something breath-taking about Ellen OâHara, a miracle that lived in the house with her and awed her and charmed and soothed her.
Gerald helped his wife into the carriage and gave orders to the coachman to drive carefully.
Toby, who had handled Geraldâs horses for twenty years, pushed out his lips in mute indignation at being told how to conduct his own business.
Driving off, with Mammy beside him, each was a perfect picture of pouting African disapproval.
âIf I didnât do so much for those trashy Slatterys that theyâd have to pay money for elsewhere,â fumed Gerald, âtheyâd be willing to sell me their miserable few acres of swamp bottom, and the County would be well rid of them.â
Then, brightening, in anticipation of one of his practical jokes: âCome, daughter, letâs go tell Pork that instead of buying Dilcey, Iâve sold him to John Wilkes.â
He tossed the reins of his horse to a small pickaninny standing near and started up the steps.
He had already forgotten Scarlettâs heartbreak and his mind was only on plaguing his valet.
Scarlett slowly climbed the steps after him, her feet leaden.
She thought that, after all, a mating between herself and Ashley could be no queerer than that of her father and Ellen Robillard OâHara.
As always, she wondered how her loud, insensitive father had managed to marry a woman like her mother, for never were two people further apart in birth, breeding and habits of mind.