[Part 3] "I Am Legend" by Richard Matheson

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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐗𝐕.

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HE WAS OUT HUNTING for Cortman.

It had become a relaxing hobby, hunting for Cortman; one of the few diversions left to him.

On those days when he didn't care to leave the neighborhood and there was no demanding work to be done on the house, he would search.

Under cars, behind bushes, under houses, up fireplaces, in closets, under beds, in refrigerators; any place into which a moderately corpulent male body could conceivably be squeezed.

Ben Cortman could be in any one of those places at one time or another.

He changed his hiding place constantly.

Neville felt certain that Cortman knew he was singled out for capture.

He felt, further, that Cortman relished the peril of it.

If the phrase were not such an obvious anachronism, Neville would have said that Ben Cortman had a zest for life.

Sometimes he thought Cortman was happier now than he ever had been before.

Neville ambled slowly up Compton Boulevard toward the next house he meant to search.

An uneventful morning had passed.

Cortman was not found, even though Neville knew he was somewhere in the neighborhood.

He had to be, because he was always the first one at the house at night.

The other ones were almost always strangers.

Their turnover was great, because they invariably stayed in the neighborhood and Neville found them and destroyed them.

Not Cortman.

As he strolled, Neville wondered again what he'd do if he found Cortman.

True, his plan had always been the same: immediate disposal.

But that was on the surface.

He knew it wouldn't be that easy.

.Oh, it wasn't that he felt anything toward Cortman.

It wasn't even that Cortman represented a part of the past.

The past was dead and he knew it and accepted it.

No, it wasn't either of those things.

What it probably was, Neville decided, was that he didn't want to cut off a recreational activity.

The rest were such dull, robotlike creatures.

Ben, at least, had some imagination.

For some reason, his brain hadn't weakened like the others'.

It could be, Neville often theorized, that Ben Cortman was born to be dead.

Undead, that is, he thought, a wry smile playing on his full lips.

It no longer occurred to him that Cortman was out to kill him.

That was a negligible menace.

Neville sank down on the next porch with a slow groan.

Then, reaching lethargically into his pocket, he took out his pipe.

With an idle thumb he tamped rough tobacco shreds down into the pipe bowl.

In a few moments smoke swirls were floating lazily, about his head in the warm, still air.

It was a bigger, more relaxed Neville that gazed out across the wide field on the other side of the boulevard.

An evenly paced hermit life had increased his weight to 230 pounds.

His face was full, his body broad and muscular underneath the loosefitting denim he wore.

He had long before giving up shaving.

Only rarely did he crop his thick blond beard, so that it remained two -to three inches from his skin.

His hair was thinning and was long and straggly.

Set in the deep tan of his face, his blue eyes were calm and unexcitable.

He leaned back against the brick step, puffing out slow clouds of smoke.

Far out across that field he knew there was still a depression in the ground where he had buried Virginia, where she had unburied herself.

But knowing it brought no glimmer of reflective sorrow to his eyes.

Rather than go on suffering, he had learned to stultify himself to introspection.

Time had lost its multidimensional scope.

There was Only the present for Robert Neville; a present based on daytoday survival, marked by neither heights of joy nor depths of despair.

I am predominantly vegetable, he often thought to himself.

That was the way he wanted it.

Robert Neville sat gazing at the white spot out in the field for several minutes before he realized that it was moving.

His eyes blinked once and the skin tightened over his face.

He made a slight sound in his throat, a sound of doubting question.

Then, standing up, he raised his left hand to shade the sunlight from his eyes.

His teeth bit convulsively into the pipestem.

A woman.

He didn't even try. to catch the pipe when it fell from his mouth as his jaw went slack.

For a long, breathless moment, he stood there on the porch step, staring.

He closed his eyes, opened them.

She was still there.

Robert Neville felt the increasing thud in his chest as he watched the woman.

She didn't see him.

Her head was down as she walked across the long field.

He could see her reddish hair blowing in the, breeze, her arms swinging loosely at her sides.

His throat moved.

It was such an incredible sight after three years that his mind could not assimilate it.

He kept blinking and staring as he stood motionless in the shade of the house.

A woman.

Alive.

In the daylight.

He stood, mouth partly open, gaping at the woman.

She was young, he could see now as she came closer; probably in her twenties.

She wore a wrinkled and dirty white dress.

She was very tan, her hair was red.

In the dead silence of the afternoon Neville thought he heard the crunch of her shoes in the long grass.

I've gone mad.

The words presented themselves abruptly.

He felt less shock at that possibility than he did at the notion that she was real.

He had, in fact, been vaguely preparing himself for just such a delusion.

It seemed feasible.

The man who died of thirst saw mirages of lakes.

Why shouldn't a man who thirsted for companionship see a woman walking in the sun?

He started suddenly.

No, it wasn't that.

For, unless his delusion had sound as well as sight, he now heard her walking through the grass.

He knew it was real.

The movement of her hair, of her arms.

She still looked at the ground.

Who was she?

Where was she going?

Where had she been?

He didn't know what welled up in him.

It was too quick to analyze, an instinct that broke through every barrier of timeerected reserve.

His left arm went up.

“Hi!” he cried.

He jumped down to the sidewalk.

“Hi, there!”

A moment of sudden, complete silence.

Her head jerked up and they looked at each other.

Alive, he thought.

Alive!

He wanted to shout more, but he felt suddenly choked up.

His tongue felt wooden, his brain refused to function.

Alive.

The word kept repeating itself in his mind, Alive, alive, alive.

With a sudden twisting motion the young woman turned and began running wildly back across the field.

For a moment Neville stood there twitching, uncertain of what to do.

Then his heart seemed to burst and he lunged across the sidewalk.

His boots jolted down into the street and thudded across.

“Wait!” he heard himself cry.

The woman did not wait.

He saw her bronze legs pumping as she fled across the uneven surface of the field.

And suddenly he realized that words could not stop her.

He thought of how shocked he had been at seeing her.

How much more shocked she must have felt hearing a sudden shout end long silence and seeing a great, bearded man waving at her!

His legs drove him up over the other curb and into the field.

His heart was pounding heavily now.

She's alive!

He couldn't stop thinking that.

Alive.

A woman alive!

She couldn't run as fast as he could.

Almost immediately Neville began catching up with her.

She glanced back over her shoulder with terrified eyes.

“I won't hurt you!” he cried, but she kept running.

Suddenly she tripped and went crashing down on one knee.

Her face turned again and he saw the twisted fright on it.

“I won't hurt you!” he yelled again.

With a desperate lunge she regained her footing and ran on.

No sound now but the sound of her shoes and his boots thrashing through the heavy grass.

He began jumping over the grass to avoid its impending height and gained more ground.

The skirt of her dress whipped against the grass, holding her back.

“Stop!” he cried, again, but more from instinct than with any hope that she would stop.

She didn't.

She ran still faster and, gritting his teeth, Neville put another burst of speed into his pursuit.

He followed in a straight line as the girl weaved across the field, her light reddish hair billowing behind her.

Now he was so close he could hear her tortured breathing.

He didn't like to frighten her, but he couldn't stop now.

Everything else in the world seemed to have fallen from view but her.

He had to catch her.

His long, powerful legs pistoned on, his boots thudded on the earth.

Another stretch of field.

The two of them ran, panting.

She glanced back at him again to see how close he was.

He didn't realize how frightening he looked; six foot three in his boots, a gigantic bearded man with an intent look.

Now his hand lurched out and he caught her by the right shoulder.

With a gasping scream the young woman twisted away and stumbled to the side.

Losing balance, she fell on one hip on the rocky ground.

Neville jumped forward to help her up.

She scuttled back over the ground and tried to get up, but she slipped and fell again, this time on her back.

Her skirt jerked up over her knees.

She shoved herself up with a breathless whimper, her dark eyes terrified.

“Here,” he gasped, reaching out his hand.

She slapped it aside with a slight cry and struggled to her feet.

He caught her by the arm and her free hand lashed out, raking jagged nails across his forehead and right temple.

With a grunt he jerked back his arm and she whirled and began running again.

Neville jumped forward again and caught her by the shoulders.

“What are you afraid—”

He couldn't finish.

Her hand drove stingingly across his mouth.

Then there was only the sound of gasping and struggling, of their feet scrabbling and slipping on the earth, crackling down the thick grass.

“Will you stop!” he cried, but she kept battling.

She jerked back and his taut fingers ripped away part of her dress.

He let go and the material fluttered down to her waist.

He saw her tanned shoulder and the white brassiere cup over her left breast.

She clawed out at him and he caught her wrists in an iron grip.

Her right foot drove a bonenumbing kick to his skin.

“Damn it!”

With a snarl of rage he drove his right palm across her face.

She staggered back, then looked at him dizzily.

Abruptly she started crying helplessly.

She sank to her knees before him, holding her arms over her head as if to ward off further blows.

Neville stood there gasping, looking down at her cringing form.

He blinked, then took a deep breath.

“Get up,” he said.

“I'm not going to hurt you.”

She didn't raise her head.

He looked down confusedly at her.

He didn't know what to say.

“I said I'm not going to hurt you,” he told her again.

She looked up.

But his face seemed to frighten her again, for she shrank back.

She crouched there looking up at him fearfully.

“What are you afraid of?” he asked.

He didn't realize that his voice was devoid of warmth, that it was the harsh, sterile voice of a man who had lost all touch with humanity.

He took a step toward her and she drew back again with a frightened gasp.

He extended his hand.

“Here,” he said.

“Stand up.”

She got up slowly but without his help.

Noticing suddenly her exposed breast, she reached down and held up the torn material of her dress.

They stood there breathing harshly and looking at each other.

And, now that the first shock had passed, Neville didn't know what to say.

He'd been dreaming of this moment for years.

His dreams had never been like this.

“What ... what's your name?” he asked.

She didn't answer.

Her eyes stayed on his face, her lips kept trembling.

“Well?” he asked loudly, and she flinched.

“RRuth.”

Her voice faltered.

A shudder ran through Robert Neville's body.

The sound of her voice seemed to loosen everything in him.

Questions disappeared.

He felt his heart beating heavily.

He almost felt as if he were going to cry.

His hand moved out, almost unconsciously.

Her shoulder trembled under his palm.

“Ruth,” he said in a flat, lifeless voice.

His throat moved as he stared at her.

“Ruth,” he said again.

The two of them, the man and the woman, stood facing each other in the great, hot field.

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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐗𝐕𝐈.

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THE WOMAN LAY MOTIONLESS on his bed, sleeping.

It was past four in the afternoon.

At least twenty times Neville had stolen into the bedroom to look at her and see if she were awake.

Now he sat in the kitchen drinking coffee and worrying.

What if she is infected, though? he argued with himself.

The worry had started a few hours before, while Ruth was sleeping.

Now, he couldn't rid himself of the fear.

No matter how he reasoned, it didn't help.

All right, she was tanned from the sun, she had been walking in the daylight.

The dog had been in the daylight too.

Neville's fingers tapped restlessly on the table.

Simplicity had departed; the dream had faded into disturbing complexity.

There had been no wondrous embrace, no magic words spoken.

Beyond her name he had got nothing from her.

Getting her to the house had been a battle.

Getting her to enter had been even worse.

She had cried and begged him not to kill her.

No matter what he said to her, she kept crying and begging.

He had visualized something on the order of a Hollywood production; stars in their eyes, entering the house, arms about each other, fadeout.

Instead he had been forced to tug and cajole and argue and scold while she held back.

The entrance had been less than romantic.

He had to drag her in.

Once in the house, she had been no less frightened.

He'd tried to act comfortingly, but all she did was cower in one corner the way the dog had done.

She wouldn't eat or drink anything he gave her.

Finally he'd been compelled to take her in the bedroom and lock her in.

Now she was asleep.

He sighed wearily and fingered the handle of his cup.

All these years, he thought, dreaming about a companion.

Now I meet one and the first thing I do is distrust her, treat her crudely and impatiently.

And yet there was really nothing else he could do.

He had accepted too long the proposition that he was the only normal person left.

It didn't matter that she looked normal.

He'd seen too many of them lying in their coma that looked as healthy as she.

They weren't, though, and he knew it.

The simple fact that she had been walking in the sunlight wasn't enough to tip the scales on the side of trusting acceptance.

He had doubted too long.

His concept of the society had become ironbound.

It was almost impossible for him to believe that there were others like him.

And, after the first shock had diminished, all the dogma of his long years alone had asserted itself.

With a heavy breath he rose and went back to the bedroom.

She was still in the same position.

Maybe, he thought, she's gone back into coma again.

He stood over the bed, staring down at her.

Ruth.

There was so much about her he wanted to know.

And yet he was almost afraid to find out.

Because if she were like the others, there was only one course open.

And it was better not to know anything about the people you killed.

His hands twitched at his sides, his blue eyes gazed flatly at her.

What if it had been a freak occurrence?

What if she had snapped out of coma for a little while and gone wandering?

It seemed possible.

And yet, as far as he knew, daylight was the one thing the germ could not endure.

Why wasn't that enough to convince him she was normal?

Well, there was only one way to make sure.

He bent over and put his hand on her shoulder.

“Wake up,” he said.

She didn't stir.

His mouth tightened and his fingers drew in on her soft shoulder.

Then he noticed the thin golden chain around her throat.

Reaching in with rough fingers, he drew it out of the bosom of her dress.

He was looking at the tiny gold cross when she woke up and recoiled into the pillow.

She's not in coma; that was all he thought.

“What are you ddoing?” she asked faintly.

It was harder to distrust her when she spoke.

The sound of the human voice was so strange to him that it had a power over him it had never had before.

“I'm ... nothing,” he said.

Awkwardly he stepped back and leaned against the wall.

He looked at her a moment longer.

Then he asked, “Where are you from?”

She lay there looking blankly at him.

“I asked you where you were from,” he said.

Again she said nothing.

He pushed himself away from the wall with a tight look on his face.

“IngInglewood,” she said hastily.

He looked at her coldly for a moment, then leaned back against the wall.

“I see,” he said.

“Did ... did you live alone?”

“I was married.”

“Where is your husband?”

Her throat moved.

“He's dead.”

“For how long?”

“Last week.”

“And what did you do after he died?”

“Ran.”

She bit into her lower lip.

“I ran away.”

“You mean you've been wandering all this time?”

“Yyes.”

He looked at her without a word.

Then abruptly he turned and his boots thumped loudly as he walked into the kitchen.

Pulling open a cabinet door, he drew down a handful of garlic cloves.

He put them on a dish, tore them into pieces, and mashed them to a pulp.

The acrid fumes assailed his nostrils.

She was propped up on one. elbow when he came back.

Without hesitation he pushed the dish almost to her face.

She turned her head away with a faint cry.

“What are you doing?” she asked, and coughed once.

“Why do you turn away?”

“Please...”

“Why do you turn away?”

“It smells!”

Her voice broke into a sob.

“Don't! You're making me sick!”

He pushed the plate still closer to her face.

With a gagging sound she backed away and pressed against the wall, her legs drawn up on the bed.

“Stop it! Please!” she begged.

He drew back the dish and watched her body twitching as her stomach convulsed.

“You're one of them,” he said to her, quietly venomous.

She sat up suddenly and ran past him into the bathroom.

The door slammed behind her and he could hear the sound of her terrible retching.

Thinlipped, he put the dish down on the bedside table.

His throat moved as he swallowed.

Infected.

It had been a clear sign.

He had learned over a year before that garlic was an allergen to any system infected with the vampiris bacillus.

When the system was exposed to garlic, the stimulated tissues sensitized the cells, causing an abnormal reaction to any further contact with garlic.

That was why putting it into their veins had accomplished little.

They had to be exposed to the odor.

He sank down on the bed.

And the woman had reacted in the wrong way.

After a moment Robert Neville frowned.

If what she had said was true, she'd been wandering around for a week.

She would naturally be exhausted and weak, and under those conditions the smell of so much garlic could have made her retch.

His fists thudded down onto the mattress.

He still didn't know, then, not for certain.

And, objectively, he knew he had no right to decide on inadequate evidence.

It was something he'd learned the hard way, something he knew and believed absolutely.

He was still sitting there when she unlocked the bathroom door and came out.

She stood in the hall a moment looking at him, then went into the living room.

He rose and followed.

When he came into the living room she was sitting on the couch.

“Are you satisfied?” she asked.

“Never mind that,” he said.

“You're on trial, not me.”

She looked up angrily as if she meant to say something.

Then her body slumped and she shook her head.

He felt a twinge of sympathy for a moment.

She looked so helpless, her thin hands resting on her lap.

She didn't seem to care any more about her torn dress.

He looked at the slight swelling of her breast.

Her figure was very slim, almost curveless.

Not at all like the woman he'd used to envision.

Never mind that, he told himself, that doesn't matter any more.

He sat down in the chair and looked across at her.

She didn't return his gaze.

“Listen to me,” he said then.

“I have every reason to suspect you of being infected. Especially now that you've reacted in such a way to garlic.”

She said nothing.

“Haven't you anything to say?” he asked.

She raised her eyes.

“You think I'm one of them,” she said.

“I think you might be.”

“And what about this?” she asked, holding up her cross.

“That means nothing,” he said.

“I'm awake,” she said.

“I'm not in a coma.”

He said nothing.

It was something he couldn't argue with, even though it didn't assuage doubt.

“I've been in Inglewood many times,” he said finally, “Why didn't you hear my car?”

“Inglewood is a big place,” she said.

He looked at her carefully, his fingers tapping on the arm of the chair.

“I'd ... like to believe you,” he said.

“Would you?” she asked.

Another stomach contraction hit her and she bent over with a gasp, teeth clenched.

Robert Neville sat there wondering why he didn't feel more compassion for her.

Emotion was a difficult thing to summon from the dead, though.

He had spent it all and felt hollow now, without feeling.

After a moment she looked up.

Her eyes were hard.

“I've had a weak stomach all my life,” she said.

“I saw my husband killed last week. Torn to pieces. Right in front of my eyes I saw it. I lost two children to the plague. And for the past week I've been wandering all over. Hiding at night, not eating more than a few scraps of food. Sick with fear, unable to sleep more than a couple of hours at a time. Then I hear someone shout at me. You chase me over a field, hit me, drag me to your house. Then when I get sick because you shove a plate of reeking garlic in my face, you tell me I'm infected!”

Her hands twitched in her lap.

“What do you expect to happen?” she said angrily.

She slumped back against the couch back and closed her eyes.

Her hands picked nervously at her skirt.

For a moment she tried to tuck in the torn piece, but it fell down again and she sobbed angrily.

He leaned forward in the chair.

He was beginning to feel guilty now, in spite of suspicions and doubts.

He couldn't help it.

He had forgotten about sobbing women.

He raised a hand slowly to his beard and plucked confusedly as he watched her.

“Would . . .” he started.

He swallowed.

“Would you let me take a sample of your blood?” he asked.

“I could—”

She stood up suddenly and stumbled toward the door.

He got up quickly.

“What are you doing?” he asked.

She didn't answer.

Her hands fumbled, awkwardly with the lock.

“You can't go out there,” he said, surprised.

“The street will be full of them in a little while.”

“I'm not staying here,” she sobbed.

“What's the difference if they kill me?”

His hands closed over her arm.

She tried to pull away.

“Leave me alone!” she cried.

“I didn't ask to come here. You dragged me here. Why don't you leave me alone?”

He stood by her awkwardly, not knowing what to say.

“You can't go out,” he said again.

He led her back to the couch.

Then he went and got her a small tumbler of whisky at the bar.

Never mind whether she's infected or not, he thought, never mind.

He handed her the tumbler.

She shook her head.

“Drink it,” he said.

“It'll calm you down.”

She looked up angrily.

“So you can shove more garlic in my face?”

He shook his head.

“Drink it now,” he said.

After a few moments she took the glass and took a sip of the whisky.

It made her cough.

She put the tumbler on the arm of the couch and a deep breath shook her body.

“Why do you want me to stay?” she asked unhappily.

He looked at her without a definite answer in his mind.

Then he said, “Even if you are infected, I can't let you go out there. You don't know what they'd do to you.”

Her eyes closed.

“I don't care,” she said.

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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈.

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“I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT,” he told her over supper.

“Almost three years now, and still there are some of them alive.

Food supplies are being used up.

As far as I know, they still lie in a coma during the day.”

He shook his head.

“But they're not dead.

Three years and they're not dead.

What keeps them going?”

She was wearing his bathrobe.

About five she had relented, taken a bath, and changed.

Her slender body was shapeless in the voluminous terrycloth folds.

She'd borrowed his comb and drawn her hair back into a pony tail fastened with a piece of twine.

Ruth fingered her coffee cup.

“We used to see them sometimes,” she said.

“We were afraid to go near them, though.

We didn't think we should touch them.”

“Didn't you know they'd come back after they died?”

She shook her head.

“No.”

“Didn't you wonder about the people who attacked your house at night?”

“It never entered our minds that they were .. .”

She shook her head slowly.

“It's hard to believe something like that.”

“I suppose,” he said.

He glanced at her as they sat eating silently.

It was hard too to believe that here was a normal woman.

Hard to believe that, after all these years, a companion had come.

It was more than just doubting her.

It was doubting that anything so remarkable could happen in such a lost world.

“Tell me more about them,” Ruth said.

He got up and took the coffeepot off the stove.

He poured more into her cup, into his, then replaced the pot and sat down.

“How do you feel now?” he asked her.

“I feel better, thank you.”

He nodded and spooned sugar into his coffee.

He felt her eyes on him as he stirred.

What's she thinking? he wondered.

He took a deep breath, wondering why the tightness in him didn't break.

For a while he'd thought that he trusted her.

Now he wasn't sure.

“You still don't trust me,” she said, seeming to read his mind.

He looked up quickly, then shrugged.

“It's ... not that,” he said.

“Of course it is,” she said quietly.

She sighed.

“Oh, very well. If you have to check my blood, check it.”

He looked at her suspiciously, his mind questioning: Is it a trick?

He hid the movement of his throat in swallowing coffee.

It was stupid, he thought, to be so suspicious.

He put down the cup.

“Good,” he said.

“Very good.”

He looked at her as she stared into the coffee.

“If you are infected,” he told her, “I'll do everything I can to cure you.”

Her eyes met his.

“And if you can't?” she said.

Silence a moment.

“Let's wait and see,” he said then.

They both drank coffee.

Then he asked, “Shall we do it now?”

“Please,” she said, “in the morning. I ... still feel a little ill.”

“All right,” he said, nodding.

“In the morning.”

They finished their meal in silence.

Neville felt only a small satisfaction that she was going to let him check her blood.

He was afraid he might discover that she was infected.

In the meantime he had to pass an evening and a night with her, perhaps get to know her and be attracted to her.

When in the morning he might have to...

Later, in the living room, they sat looking at the mural, sipping port, and listening to Schubert's Fourth Symphony.

“I wouldn't have believed it,” she said, seeming to cheer up.

“I never thought I'd be listening to music again. Drinking wine.”

She looked around the room.

“You've certainly done a wonderful job,” she said.

“What about your house?” he asked.

“It was nothing like this,” she said.

“We didn't have a-”

“How did you protect your house?” he interrupted.

“Oh.—”

She thought a moment.

“We had it boarded up, of course. And we used crosses.”

“They don't always work,” he said quietly, after a moment of looking at her.

She looked blank.

“They don't?”

“Why should a Jew fear the cross?” he said.

“Why should a vampire who had been a Jew fear it?

Most people were afraid of becoming vampires.

Most of them suffer from hysterical blindness before mirrors.

But as far as the cross goes—well, neither a Jew nor a Hindu nor a Mohammedan nor an atheist, for that matter, would fear the cross.”

She sat holding her wineglass and looking at him with expressionless eyes.

“That's why the cross doesn't always work,” he said.

“You didn't let me finish,” she said.

“We used garlic too.”

“I thought it made you sick.”

“I was already sick. I used to weigh a hundred and twenty. I weigh ninetyeight pounds now.”

He nodded.

But as he went into the kitchen to get another bottle of wine, he thought, She would have adjusted to it by now.

After three years.

Then again, she might not have.

What was the point in doubting her now?

She was going to let him check her blood.

What else could she do?

It's me, he thought.

I've been by myself too long.

I won't believe anything unless I see it in a microscope.

Heredity triumphs again.

I'm my father's son, damn his moldering bones.

Standing in the dark kitchen, digging his blunt nail under the wrapping around the neck of the bottle, Robert Neville looked into the living room at Ruth.

His eyes ran over the robe, resting a moment on the slight prominence of her breasts, dropping then to the bronzed calves and ankles, up to the smooth kneecaps.

She had a body like a young girl's.

She certainly didn't look like the mother of two.

The most unusual feature of the entire affair, he thought, was that he felt no physical desire for her.

If she had come two years before, maybe even later, he might have violated her.

There had been some terrible moments in those days, moments when the most terrible of solutions to his need were considered, were often dwelt upon until they drove him half mad.

But then the experiments had begun.

Smoking had tapered off, drinking lost its compulsive nature.

Deliberately and with surprising success, he had submerged himself in investigation.

His sex drive had diminished, had virtually disappeared.

Salvation of the monk, he thought.

The drive had to go sooner or later, or no normal man could dedicate himself to any life that excluded sex.

Now, happily, he felt almost nothing; perhaps a hardly discernible stirring far beneath the rocky strata of abstinence.

He was content to leave it at that.

Especially since there was no certainty that Ruth was the companion he had waited for.

Or even the certainty that he could allow her to live beyond tomorrow.

Cure her?

Curing was unlikely.

He went back into the living room with the opened bottle.

She smiled at him briefly as he poured more wine for her.

“I've been admiring your mural,” she said.

“It almost makes you believe you're in the woods.”

He grunted.

“It must have taken a lot of work to get your house like this,” she said.

“You should know,” he said.

“You went through the same thing.”

“We had nothing like this,” she said.

“Our house was small. Our food locker was half the size of yours.”

“You must have run out of food,” he said, looking at her carefully.

“Frozen food,” she said.

“We were living out of cans.”

He nodded.

Logical, his mind had to admit.

But he still didn't like it.

It was all intuition, he knew, but he didn't like it.

“What about water?” he asked then.

She looked at him silently for a moment.

“You don't believe a word I've said, do you?” she said.

“It's not that,” he said.

“I'm just curious how you lived.”

“You can't hide it from your voice,” she said.

“You've been alone too long. You've lost the talent for deceit.”

He grunted, getting the uncomfortable feeling that she was playing with him.

That's ridiculous, he argued.

She's just a woman.

She was probably right.

He probably was a gruff and graceless hermit.

What did it matter?

“Tell me about your husband,” he said abruptly.

Something flitted over her face, a shade of memory.

She lifted the glass of dark wine to her lips.

“Not now,” she said.

“Please.”

He slumped back on the couch, unable to analyze the formless dissatisfaction he felt.

Everything she said and did could be a result of what she'd been through.

It could also be a lie.

Why should she lie? he asked himself.

In the morning he would check her blood.

What could lying tonight profit her when, in a matter of hours, he'd know the truth?

“You know,” he said, trying to ease the moment, “I've been thinking. If three people could survive the plague, why not more?”

“Do you think that's possible?” she asked.

“Why not? There must have been others who were immune for one reason or another.”

“Tell me more about the germ,” she said.

He hesitated a moment, then put down his wineglass.

What if he told her everything?

What if she escaped and came back after death with all the knowledge that he had?

“There's an awful lot of detail,” he said.

“You were saying something about the cross before,” she said.

“How do you know it's true?”

“You remember what I said about Ben Cortman?” he said, glad to restate something she already knew rather than go into fresh material.

“You mean that man you—”

He nodded.

“Yes. Come here,” he said, standing.

“I'll show him to you.”

As he stood behind her looking out the peephole, he smelled the odor of her hair and skin.

It made him draw back a little.

Isn't that remarkable? he thought.

I don't like the smell.

Like Gulliver returning from the logical horses, I find the human smell offensive.

“He's the one by the lamppost,” he said.

She made a slight sound of acknowledgment.

Then she said, “There are so few. Where are they?”

“I've killed off most of them,” he said, “but they manage to keep a few ahead of me.”

“How come the lamp is on out there?” she said.

“I thought they destroyed the electrical system.”

“I connected it with my generator,” he said, “so I could watch them.”

“Don't they break the bulb?”

“I have a very strong globe over the bulb.”

“Don't they climb up and try to break it?”

“I have garlic all over the post.”

She shook her head.

“You've thought of everything.”

Stepping back, he looked at her a moment.

How can she look at them so calmly, he wondered, ask me questions, make comments, when only a week ago she saw their kind tear her husband to pieces?

Doubts again, he thought.

Won't they ever stop?

He knew they wouldn't until he knew about her for sure.

She turned away from the window then.

“Will you excuse me a moment?” she said.

He watched her walk into the bathroom and heard her lock the door behind her.

Then he went back to the couch after closing the peephole door.

A wry smile played on his lips.

He looked down into the tawny wine depths and tugged abstractedly at his beard.

“Will you excuse me a moment?”

For some reason the words seemed grotesquely amusing, the carryover from a lost age.

Emily Post mincing through the graveyard.

Etiquette for Young Vampires.

The smile was gone.

And what now?

What did the future hold for him?

In a week would she still be here with him, or crumpled in the never cooling fire?

He knew that, if she were infected, he'd have to try to cure her whether it worked or not.

But what if she were free of the bacillus?

In a way, that was a more nerveracking possibility.

The other way he would merely go on as before, breaking neither schedule nor standards.

But if she stayed, if they had to establish a relationship, perhaps become husband and wife, have children...

Yes, that was more terrifying.

He suddenly realized that he had become an illtempered and inveterate bachelor again.

He no longer thought about his wife, his child, his past life.

The present was enough.

And he was afraid of the possible demand that he make sacrifices and accept responsibility again.

He was afraid of giving out his heart, of removing the chains he had forged around it to keep emotion prisoner.

He was afraid of loving again.

When she came out of the bathroom he was still sitting there, thinking.

The record player, unnoticed by him, let out only a thin scratching sound.

Ruth lifted the record from the turntable and turned it.

The third movement of the symphony began.

“Well, what about Cortman?” she asked, sitting down.

He looked at her blankly.

“Cortman?”

“You were going to tell me something about him and the cross.”

“Oh. Well, one night I got him in here and showed him the cross.”

“What happened?”

Shall I kill her now?

Shall I not even investigate, but kill her and burn her?

His throat moved.

Such thoughts were a hideous testimony to the world he had accepted; a world in which murder was easier than hope.

Well, he wasn't that far gone yet, he thought.

I'm a man, not a destroyer.

“What's wrong?” she said nervously.

“What?”

“You're staring at me.”

“I'm sorry,” he said coldly.

“I ... I'm just thinking.”

She didn't say any more.

She drank her wine and he saw her hand shake as she held the glass.

He forced down all introspection.

He didn't want her to know what he felt.

“When I showed him the cross,” he said, “he laughed in my face.”

She nodded once.

“But when I held a torah before his eyes, I got the reaction I wanted.”

“A what?”

“A torah. Tablet of law, I believe it is.”

“And that... got a reaction?”

“Yes.

I had him tied up, but when he saw the torah he broke loose and attacked me.”

“What happened?”

She seemed to have lost her fright again.

“He struck me on the head with something.

I don't remember what.

I was almost knocked out.

But, using the torah, I backed him to the door and got rid of him.”

“So you see, the cross hasn't the power the legend says it has.

My theory is that, since the legend came into its own in Europe, a continent predominantly Catholic, the cross would naturally become the symbol of defense against powers of darkness.”

“Couldn't you use your gun on Cortman?” she asked.

“How do you know I had a gun?”

“I ... assumed as much,” she said.

“We had guns.”

"Then you must know bullets have no effect on vampires.

“We were . . . never sure,” she said, then went on quickly: “Do you know why that's so? Why don't bullets affect them?”

He shook his head.

“I don't know,” he said.

They sat in silence listening to the music.

He did know, but, doubting again, he didn't want to tell her.

Through experiments on the dead vampires he had discovered that the bacilli effected the creation of a powerful body glue that sealed bullet openings as soon as they were made.

Bullets were enclosed almost immediately, and since the system was activated by germs, a bullet couldn't hurt it.

The system could, in fact, contain almost an indefinite amount of bullets, since the body glue prevented a penetration of more than a few fractions of an inch.

Shooting vampires was like throwing pebbles into tar.

As he sat looking at her, she arranged the folds of the robe around her legs and he got a momentary glimpse of brown thigh.

Far from being attracted, he felt irritated.

It was a typical feminine gesture, he thought, an artificial movement.

As the moments passed he could almost sense himself drifting farther and farther from her.

In a way he almost regretted having found her at all.

Through the years he had achieved a certain degree of peace.

He had accepted solitude, found it not half bad.

Now this ... ending it all.

In order to fill the emptiness of the moment, he reached for his pipe and pouch.

He stuffed tobacco into the bowl and lit it.

For a second he wondered if he should ask if she minded.

He didn't ask.

The music ended.

She got up and he watched her while she looked through his records.

She seemed like a young girl, she was so slender.

Who is she? he thought.

Who is she really?

“May I play this?” she asked, holding up an album.

He didn't even look at it.

“If you like,” he said.

She sat down as Rachmaninoff's Second Piano Concerto began.

Her taste isn't remarkably advanced, he thought, looking at her without expression.

“Tell me about yourself,” she said.

Another typical feminine question, he thought.

Then he berated himself for being so critical.

What was the point in irritating himself by doubting her?

“Nothing to tell,” he said.

She was smiling again.

Was she laughing at him?

“You scared the life out of me this afternoon,” she said.

“You and your bristly beard. And those wild eyes.”

He blew out smoke.

Wild eyes?

That was ridiculous.

What was she trying to do?

Break down his reserve with cuteness?

“What do you look like under all those whiskers?” she asked.

He tried to smile at her but he couldn't.

“Nothing,” he said.

“Just an ordinary face.”

“How old are you, Robert?”

His throat moved.

It was the first time she'd spoken his name.

It gave him a strange, restless feeling to hear a woman speak his name after so long.

Don't call me that, he almost said to her.

He didn't want to lose the distance between them.

If she were infected and he couldn't cure her, he wanted it to be a stranger that he put away.

She turned her head away.

“You don't have to talk to me if you don't want to,” she said quietly.

“I won't bother you. I'll go tomorrow.”

His chest muscles tightened.

“But . . .” he said.

“I don't want to spoil your life,” she said.

“You don't have to feel any obligation to me just because ... we're the only ones left.”

His eyes were bleak as he looked at her, and he felt a brief stirring of guilt at her words.

Why should I doubt her? he told himself.

If she's infected, she'll never get away alive.

What's there to fear?

“I'm sorry,” he said.

“I ... I have been alone a long time.”

She didn't look up.

“If you'd like to talk,” he said, “I'll be glad to ... tell you anything I can.”

She hesitated a moment.

Then she looked at him, her eyes not committing themselves at all.

“I would like to know about the disease,” she said.

“I lost my two girls because of it. And it caused my husband's death.”

He looked at her and then spoke.

“It's a bacillus,” he said, “a cylindrical bacterium.

It creates an isotonic solution in the blood, circulates the blood slower than normal, activates all bodily functions, lives on fresh blood, and provides energy.

Deprived of blood, it makes selfkilling bacteriophages or else sporulates.”

She looked blank.

He realized then that she couldn't have understood.

Terms so common to him now were completely foreign to her.

“Well,” he said, “most of those things aren't so important.

To sporulate is to create an oval body that has all the basic ingredients of the vegetative bacterium.

The germ does that when it gets no fresh blood.

Then, when the vampire host decomposes, these spores go flying out and seek new hosts.

They find one, germinate—and one more system is infected.”

She shook her head incredulously.

“Bacteriophages are inanimate proteins that are also created when the system gets no blood.

Unlike the spores, though, in this case abnormal metabolism destroys the cells.”

Quickly he told her about the imperfect waste disposal of the lymphatic system, the garlic as allergen causing anaphylaxis, the various vectors of the disease.

“Then why are we immune?” she asked.

For a long moment he looked at her, withholding any answer.

Then, with a shrug, he said, “I don't know about you.

As for me, while I was stationed in Panama during the war I was bitten by a vampire bat.

And, though I can't prove it, my theory is that the bat had previously encountered a true vampire and acquired the vampiris germ.

The germ caused the bat to seek human rather than animal blood.

But, by the time the germ had passed into my systern, it had been weakened in some way by the bat's system.

It made me terribly ill, of course, but it didn't kill me, and as a result, my body built up an immunity to it.

That's my theory, anyway.

I can't find any better reason.”

“But ... didn't the same thing happen to others down there?”

“I don't know,” he said quietly.

“I killed the bat.”

He shrugged.

“Maybe I was the first human it had attacked.”

She looked at him without a word, her surveillance making Neville feel restive.

He went on talking even though he didn't really want to.

Briefly he told her about the major obstacle in his study of the vampires.

“At first I thought the stake had to hit their hearts,” he said.

"I believed the legend.

I found out that wasn't so.

I put stakes in all parts of their bodies and they died.

That made me think it was hemorrhage.

But then one day ..”

And he told her about the woman who had decomposed before his eyes.

“I knew then it couldn't be hemorrhage,” he went on, feeling a sort of pleasure in reciting his discoveries.

“I didn't know what to do.

Then one day it came to me.”

“What?” she asked.

“I took a dead vampire. I put his arm into an artificial vacuum. I punctured his arm inside that vacuum. Blood spurted out.”

He paused.

“But that's all.”

She stared at him.

“You don't see,” he said.

“I .... No,” she admitted.

“When I let air back into the tank, the arm decomposed,” he said.

She still stared.

“You see,” he said, “the bacillus is a facultative saprophyte.

It lives with or without oxygen; but with a difference.

Inside the system, it is anaerobic and sets up a symbiosis with the system.

The vampire feeds it fresh blood, the bacteria provides the energy so the vampire can get more fresh blood.

The germ also causes, I might add, the growth of the canine teeth.”

“Yes?” she said.

“When air enters,” he said, “the situation changes instantaneously.

The germ becomes aerobic and, instead of being symbiotic, it becomes virulently parasitic.”

He paused.

“It eats the host,” he said.

“Then the stake . . .” she started.

“Lets air in.

Of course.

Lets it in and keeps the flesh open so that the body glue can't function.

So the heart has nothing to do with it.

What I do now is cut the wrists deep enough so that the body glue can't work.”

He smiled a little.

“When I think of all the time I used to spend making stakes!”

She nodded and, noticing the wineglass in her hand, put it down.

“That's why the woman I told you about broke down so rapidly,” he said.

“She'd been dead so long that as soon as air struck her system the germs caused spontaneous dissolution.”

Her throat moved and a shudder ran down through her.

“It's horrible,” she said.

He looked at her in surprise.

Horrible?

Wasn't that odd?

He hadn't thought that for years.

For him the word “horror” had become obsolete.

A surfeiting of terror soon made terror a cliché.

To Robert Neville the situation merely existed as natural fact.

It had no adjectives.

“And what about the ... the ones who are still alive?” she asked.

“Well,” he said, “when you cut their wrists the germ naturally becomes parasitic.

But mostly they die from simple hemorrhage.”

“Simple—”

She turned away quickly and her lips were pressed into a tight, thin line.

“What's the matter?” he asked.

“Nnothing. Nothing,” she said.

He smiled.

“One gets used to these things,” he said.

“One has to.”

Again she shuddered, the smooth column of her throat contracting.

“You can't abide by Robert's Rules of Order in the jungle,” he said.

“Believe me, it's the only thing I can do.

Is it better to let them die of the disease and return—in a far more terrible way?”

She pressed her hands together.

“But you said a lot of them are—are still living,” she said nervously.

“How do you know they're not going to stay alive?”

“I know,” he said.

“I know the germ, know how it multiplies.

No matter how long their systems fight it, in the end the germ will win.

I've made antibiotics, injected dozens of them.

But it doesn't work, it can't work.

You can't make vaccines work when they're already deep in the disease.

Their bodies can't fight germs and make antibodies at the same time.

It can't be done, believe me.

It's a trap.

If I didn't kill them, sooner or later they'd die and come after me.

I have no choice; no choice at all.”

They were silent then and the only sound in the room was the rasping of the needle on the inner grooves of the record.

She wouldn't look at him, but kept staring at the floor with bleak eyes.

It was strange, he thought, to find himself vaguely on the defensive for what yesterday was accepted necessity.

In the years that had passed he had never once considered the possibility that he was wrong.

It took her presence to bring about such thoughts: And they were strange, alien thoughts.

“Do you actually think I'm wrong?” he asked in an incredulous voice.

She bit into her lower lip.

“Ruth,” he said.

“It's not for me to say,” she answered.

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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈𝐈.

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“VIRGE!”

The dark form recoiled against the wall as Robert Neville's hoarse cry ripped open the silent blackness.

He jerked his body up from the couch and stared with sleepclouded eyes across the room, his chest pulsing with heartbeats like maniac fists on a dungeon wall.

He lurched up to his feet, brain still foggy with sleep; unable to define time or place.

“Virge?” he said again, weakly, shakily.

“Virge?”

“It—it's me,” the faltering voice said in the darkness.

He took a trembling step toward the thin stream of light spearing through the open peephole.

He blinked dully at the light.

She gasped as he put his hand out and clutched her shoulder.

“It's Ruth. Ruth,” she said in a terrified whisper.

He stood there rocking slowly in the darkness, eyes gazing without comprehension at the dark form before him.

“It's Ruth,” she said again, more loudly.

Waking came like a hose blast of numbing shock.

Something twisted cold knots into his chest and stomach.

It wasn't Virge.

He shook his head suddenly, rubbed shaking fingers across his eyes.

Then he stood there staring, weighted beneath a sudden depression.

“Oh,” he muttered faintly.

“Oh, I...”

He remained there, feeling his body weaving slowly in the dark as the mists cleared from his brain.

He looked at the open peephole, then back at her.

“What are you doing?” he asked, voice still thick with sleep.

“Nothing,” she said nervously.

“I ... couldn't sleep.”

He blinked his eyes suddenly at the flaring lamplight.

Then his hands dropped down from the lamp switch and he turned around.

She was against the wall still, blinking at the light, her hands at her sides drawn into tight fists.

“Why are you dressed?” he asked in a surprised voice.

Her throat moved and she stared at him.

He rubbed his eyes again and pushed back the long hair from his temples.

“I was . .. just looking out,” she said.

“But why are you dressed?”

“I couldn't sleep.”

He stood looking at her, still a little groggy, feeling his heartbeat slowly diminish.

Through the open peephole he heard them yelling outside, and he heard Cortman shout, “Come out, Neville!”

Moving to the peephole, he pushed the small wooden door shut and turned to her.

“I want to know why you're dressed,” he said again.

“No reason,” she said.

“Were you going to leave while I was asleep?”

``No, I . .

“Were you?”

She gasped as he grabbed her wrist.

“No, no,” she said quickly.

“How could I, with them out there?”

He stood breathing heavily, looking at her frightened face.

His throat moved slowly as he remembered the shock of waking up and thinking that she was Virge.

Abruptly he dropped her arm and turned away.

And he'd thought the past was dead.

How long did it take for a past to die?

She said nothing as he poured a tumblerful of whisky and swallowed it convulsively.

Virge, Virge, he thought miserably, still with me.

He closed his eyes and jammed his teeth together.

“Was that her name?” he heard Ruth ask.

His muscles tightened, then went slack.

“It's all right,” he said in a dead voice.

“Go to bed.”

She drew back a little.

“I'm sorry,” she said.

“I didn't mean...”

Suddenly he knew he didn't want her to go to bed.

He wanted her to stay with him.

He didn't know why, he just didn't want to be alone.

“I thought you were my wife,” he heard himself saying.

“I woke up and I thought—”

He drank a mouthful of whisky, coughing as part of it went down the wrong way.

Ruth stayed in the shadows, listening.

“She came back, you see,” he said.

“I buried her, but one night she came back.

She looked like—like you did.

An outline, a shadow.

Dead.

But she came back.

I tried to keep her with me.

I tried, but she wasn't the same any more ... you see.

All she wanted was—”

He forced down the sob in his throat.

“My own wife,” he said in a trembling voice, “coming back to drink my blood!”

He jammed down the glass on the bar top.

Turning away, he paced restlessly to the peephole, turned, and went back and stood again before the bar.

Ruth said nothing; she just stood in the darkness, listening.

“I put her away again,” he said.

“I had to do the same thing to her I'd done to the others.

My own wife.”

There was a clicking in his throat.

“A stake,” he said in a terrible voice.

“I had to put a stake in her.

It was the only thing I knew to do.

I—”

He couldn't finish.

He stood there a long time, shivering helplessly, his eyes tightly shut.

Then he spoke again.

“Almost three years ago I did that.

And I still remember it, it's still with me.

What can you do?

What can you do?”

He drove a fist down on the bar top as the anguish of memory swept over him again.

“No matter how you try, you can't forget or—or adjust or—ever get away from it!”

He ran shaking fingers through his hair.

“I know what you feel, I know.

I didn't at first, I didn't trust you.

I was safe, secure in my little shell.

Now ...”

He shook his head slowly, defeatedly.

“In a second, it's all gone.

Adjustment, security, peace—all gone.”

“Robert.”

Her voice was as broken and lost as his.

“Why were we punished like this?” she asked.

He drew in a shuddering breath.

“I don't know,” he answered bitterly.

“There's no answer, no reason.

It just is.”

She was close to him now.

And suddenly, without hesitation or drawing back, he drew her against him, and they were two people holding each other tightly in the lost measure of night.

“Robert, Robert.”

Her hands rubbed over his back, stroking and clutching, while his arms held her firmly and he pressed his eyes shut against her warm, soft hair.

Their mouths held together for a long time and her arms gripped with desperate tightness around his neck.

Then they were sitting in the darkness, pressing close together, as if all the heat in the world were in their bodies and they would share the warmth between them.

He felt the shuddering rise and fall of her breasts as she held close to him, her arms tight around his body, her face against his neck.

His big hands moved roughly through her hair, stroking and feeling the silky strands.

“I'm sorry, Ruth.”

“Sorry?”

“For being so cruel to you, for not trusting you.”

She was silent, holding tight.

“Oh, Robert,” she said then, “it's so unfair.

So unfair.

Why are we still alive?

Why aren't we all dead?

It would be better if we were all dead.”

“Shhh, shhh,” he said, feeling emotion for her like a released current pouring from his heart and mind.

“It'll be all right.”

He felt her shaking her head slowly against him.

“It will, it will,” he said.

“How can it?”

“It will,” he said, even though he knew he really couldn't believe it, even though he knew it was only released tension forming words in his mind.

“No,” she said.

“No.”

“Yes, it will.

It will, Ruth.”

He didn't know how long it was they sat there holding each other close.

He forgot everything, time and place; it was just the two of them together, needing each other, survivors of a black terror embracing because they had found each other.

But then he wanted to do something for her, to help her.

“Come,” he said.

“We'll check you.”

She stiffened in his arms.

“No, no,” he said quickly.

“Don't be afraid.

I'm sure we won't find anything.

But if we do, I'll cure you.

I swear I'll cure you, Ruth.”

She was looking at him in the darkness, not saying a word.

He stood and pulled her up with him, trembling with an excitement he hadn't felt in endless years.

He wanted to cure her, to help her.

“Let me,” he said.

“I won't hurt you.

I promise I won't.

Let's know.. Let's find out for sure.

Then we can plan and work.

I'll save you, Ruth.

I will.

Or I'll die myself.”

She was still tense, holding back.

“Come with me, Ruth.”

Now that the strength of his reserve had gone, there was nothing left to brace himself on, and he was shaking like a palsied man.

He led her into the bedroom.

And when he saw in the lamplight how frightened she was, he pulled her close and stroked her hair.

“It's all right,” he said.

“All right, Ruth.

No matter what we find, it'll be all right.

Don't you understand?”

He sat her down on the stool and her face was completely blank, her body shuddering as he heated the needle over a Bunsen flame.

He bent over and kissed her on the cheek.

“It's all right now,” he said gently.

“It's all right.”

She closed her eyes as he jabbed in the needle.

He could feel the pain in his own finger as he pressed out blood and rubbed it on the slide.

“There. There,” he said anxiously, pressing a little cotton to the nick on her finger.

He felt himself trembling helplessly.

No matter how he tried to control it, he couldn't.

His fingers were almost incapable of making the slide, and he kept looking at Ruth and smiling at her, trying to take the look of taut fright from her features.

“Don't be afraid,” he said.

“Please don't.

I'll cure you if you're infected.

I will Ruth, I will.”

She sat without a word, looking at him with listless eyes as he worked.

Her hands kept stirring restlessly in her lap.

“What will you do if—if I am,” she said then.

“I'm not sure,” he said.

“Not yet.

But there are a lot of things we can do.”

“What?”

“Vaccines, for one.”

“You said vaccines didn't work,” she said, her voice shaking a little.

“Yes, but . . .”

He broke off as he slid the glass slide onto the microscope.

“Robert, what could you do?”

She slid off the stool as he bent over the microscope.

“Robert, don't look!” she begged suddenly, her voice pleading.

But he'd already seen.

He didn't realize that his breath had stopped.

His blank eyes met hers.

“Ruth,” he whispered in a shocked voice.

The wooden mallet crashed down on his forehead.

A burst of pain filled Robert Neville's head and he felt one leg give way.

As he fell to one side he knocked over the microscope.

His right knee hit the floor and he looked up in dazed bewilderment at her frighttwisted face.

The mallet came down again and he cried out in pain.

He fell to both knees and his palms struck the floor as he toppled forward.

A hundred miles away he heard her gasping sob.

“Ruth,” he mumbled.

“I told you not to!” she cried.

He clutched out at her legs and she drove the mallet down a third time, this time on the back of his skull.

“Ruth!”

Robert Neville's hands went limp and slid off her calves, rubbing away part of the tan.

He fell on his face and his fingers drew in convulsively as night filled his brain.

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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐗𝐈𝐗.

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WHEN HE OPENED HIS eyes there was no sound in the house.

He lay there a moment looking confusedly at the floor.

Then, with a startled grunt, he sat up.

A package of needles exploded in his head and he slumped down on the cold floor, hands pressed to his throbbing skull.

A clicking sound filled his throat as he lay there.

After a few minutes he pulled himself up slowly by gripping the edge of the bench.

The floor undulated beneath him as he held on tightly, eyes closed, legs wavering.

A minute later he managed to stumble into the bathroom.

There he threw cold water in his face and sat on the bathtub edge pressing a cold, wet cloth to his forehead.

What had happened?

He kept blinking and staring at the whitetiled floor.

He stood up and walked slowly into the living room.

It was empty.

The front door stood half open in the gray of early morning.

She was gone.

Then he remembered.

He struggled back to the bedroom, using the walls to guide him.

The note was on the bench next to the overturned microscope.

He picked up the paper with numbed fingers and carried it to the bed.

Sinking down with a groan, he held the letter before his eyes.

But the letters blurred and ran.

He shook his head and pressed his eyes shut.

After a little while he read:

Robert,

Now you know.

Know that I was spying on you, know that almost everything I told you was a lie.

I'm writing this note, though, because I want to save you if I can.

When I was first given the job of spying on you, I had no feelings about your life.

Because I did have a husband, Robert.

You killed him.

But now it's different.

I know now that you were just as much forced into your situation as we were forced into ours.

We are infected.

But you already know that.

What you don't understand yet is that we're going to stay alive.

We've found a way to do that and we're going to set up society again slowly but surely.

We're going to do away with all those wretched creatures whom death has cheated.

And, even though I pray otherwise, we may decide to kill you and those like you.

“Those like me?” he thought with a start.

But he kept reading:

I'll try to save you.

I'll tell them you're too well armed for us to attack now.

Use the time I'm giving you, Robert!

Get away from your house, go into the mountains and save yourself.

There are only a handful of us now.

But sooner or later we'll be too well organized, and nothing I say will stop the rest from destroying you.

For God's sake, Robert, go now, while you can!

I know you may not believe this.

You may not believe that we can live in the sun for short periods now.

You may not believe that my tan was only makeup.

You may not believe that we can live with the germ now.

That's why I'm leaving one of my pills.

I took them all the time I was here.

I kept them in a belt around my waist.

You'll discover that they're a combination of defebrinated blood and a drug.

I don't know myself just what it is.

The blood feeds the germs, the drug prevents its multiplication.

It was the discovery of this pill that saved us from dying, that is helping to set up society again slowly.

Believe me, it's true.

And escape!

Forgive me, too.

I didn't mean to hit you, it nearly killed me to do it.

But I was so terribly frightened of what you'd do when you found out.

Forgive me for having to lie to you about so many things.

But please believe this: When we were together in the darkness, close to each other, I wasn't spying on you.

I was loving you.

Ruth

He read the letter again.

Then his hands fell forward and he sat there staring with empty eyes at the floor.

He couldn't believe it.

He shook his head slowly and tried to understand, but adjustment eluded him.

He walked unsteadily to the bench.

He picked up the small amber pill and held it in his palm, smelled it, tasted it.

He felt as if all the security of mason were ebbing away from him.

The framework of his life was collapsing and it frightened him.

Yet how did he refute the evidence?

The pill, the tan coming off her leg, her walking in the sun, her reaction to garlic.

He sank down on the stool and looked at the mallet lying on the floor.

Slowly, ploddingly, his mind went over the evidence.

When he'd first seen her she'd run from him.

Had it been a ruse?

No, she'd been genuinely frightened.

She must have been startled by his cry, then, even though she'd been expecting it, and forgotten all about her job.

Then later, when she'd calmed down, she'd talked him into thinking that her reaction to garlic was the reaction of a sick stomach.

And she had lied and smiled and feigned hopeless acceptance and carefully got all the information she'd been sent after.

And, when she'd wanted to leave, she couldn't because of Cortman and the others.

He had awakened then.

They had embraced, they had...

His whiteknuckled fist jolted down on the bench.

“I was loving you.”

Lie.

Lie!

His fingers crumpled up the letter and flung it away bitterly.

Rage made the pain in his head flare hotly and he pressed both hands against it and closed his eyes with a groan.

Then he looked up.

Slowly he slid off the stool and placed the microscope back on its base.

The rest of her letter wasn't a lie, he knew that.

Without the pill, without any evidence of word or memory, he knew.

He knew what even Ruth and her people didn't seem to know.

He looked into the eyepiece for a long time.

Yes, he knew.

And the admission of what he saw changed his entire world.

How stupid and ineffective he felt for never having foreseen it!

Especially after reading the phrase a hundred, a thousand times.

But then he'd never really appreciated it.

Such a short phrase it was, but meaning so much.

Bacteria can mutate.

PART IV: January 1979

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THEY CAME BY NIGHT.

Came in their dark cars with their spotlights and their guns and their axes and pikes.

Came from the blackness with a great sound of motors, the long white arms of their spotlights snapping around the boulevard corner and clutching out at Cimarron Street.

Robert Neville was sitting at the peephole when they came.

He had put down a book and was sitting there watching idly when the beams splashed white across the bloodless vampire faces and they whirled with a gasp, their dark animal eyes staring at the blinding lights.

Neville jumped back from the peephole, his heart thudding with the abrupt shock.

For a moment he stood there trembling in the dark room, unable to decide what to do.

His throat contracted and he heard the roar of the car motors even through the soundproofing on his house.

He thought of the pistols in his bureau, the submachine gun on his workbench, thought of defending his house against them.

Then he pressed his fingers in until the nails dug at his palms.

No, he'd made his decision, he'd worked it out carefully through the past months.

He would not fight.

With a heavy, sinking sensation in the pit of his stomach he stepped back to the peephole and looked out.

The street was a scene of rushing, violent action illuminated by the bald glare of the spotlights.

Men rushed at men, the sound of running boots covered the pavement.

Then a shot rang out, echoing hollowly; more shots.

Two male vampires went thrashing down onto their sides.

Four men grabbed them by the arms and jerked them up while two other men drove the glittering lance points of their pikes into the vampires' chests.

Neville's face twitched as screams filled the night.

He felt his chest shuddering with labored breath as he watched from his house.

The darksuited men knew exactly what they were doing.

There were about seven vampires visible, six men and a woman.

The men surrounded the seven, held their flailing arms, and drove razortipped pikes deep into their bodies.

Blood spouted out on the dark pavement and the vampires perished one by one.

Neville felt himself shivering more and more.

Is this the new society?

The words flashed across his mind.

He tried to believe that the men were forced into what they were doing, but shock brought terrible doubt.

Did they have to do it like this, with such a black and brutal slaughtering?

Why did they slay with alarum by night, when by day the vampires could be dispatched in peace?

Robert Neville felt tight fists shaking at his sides.

He didn't like the looks of them, he didn't like the methodical butchery.

They were more like gangsters than men forced into a situation.

There were looks of vicious triumph on their faces, white and stark in the spotlights.

Their faces were cruel and emotionless.

Suddenly Neville felt himself shudder violently, remembering.

Where was Ben Cortman?

His eyes fled over the street but he couldn't see Cortman.

He pressed against the peephole and looked up and down the street.

He didn't want them to get Cortman, he realized, didn't want them to destroy Cortman like that.

With a sense of inward shock he could not analyze in the rush of the moment, he realized that he felt more deeply toward the vampires than he did toward their executioners.

Now the seven vampires lay crumpled and still in their pools of stolen blood.

The spotlights were moving around the street, flaying open the night.

Neville turned his head away as the brilliant glare blazed across the front of his house.

Then the spotlight had turned about and he looked again.

A shout.

Neville's eyes jumped toward the focus of the spotlights.

He stiffened.

Cortman was on the roof of the house across the street.

He was pulling himself up toward the chimney, body flattened on the shingles.

Abruptly it came to Neville that it was in that chimney that Ben Cortman had hidden most of the time, and he felt a wrench of despair at the knowledge.

His lips pressed together tightly.

Why hadn't he looked more carefully?

He couldn't fight the sick apprehension he felt at the thought of Cortman's being killed by these brutal strangers.

Objectively, it was pointless, but he could not repress the feeling.

Cortman was not theirs to put to rest.

But there was nothing he could do.

With bleak, tortured eyes he watched the spotlights cluster on Cortman's wriggling body.

He watched the white hands reaching out slowly for handholds on the roof.

Slowly, slowly, as if Cortman had all the time in the world.

Hurry up!

Neville felt himself twitch with the unspoken words as he watched.

He felt himself straining with Cortman's agonizingly slow movements.

The men did not shout, they did not command.

They raised their rifles now and the night was torn open again with their exploding fire.

Neville almost felt the bullets in his own flesh.

His body jerked with convulsive shudders as he watched Cortman's body jerk under the impact of the bullets.

Still Cortman kept crawling, and Neville saw his white face, his teeth gritted together.

The end of Oliver Hardy, he thought, the death of all comedy and all laughter.

He didn't hear the continuous fusillade of shots.

He didn't even feel the tears running down his cheeks.

His eyes were riveted on the ungainly form of his old friend inching up the brightly lit roof.

Now Cortman rose up on his knees and clutched at the chimney edge with spasmodic fingers.

His body lurched as more bullets struck.

His dark eyes glared into the blinding spotlights, his lips were drawn back in a soundless snarl.

Then he was standing up beside the chimney and Neville's face was white and taut as he watched Cortman start to raise his right leg.

And then the hammering machine gun splattered Cortman's flesh with lead.

For a moment Cortman stood erect in the hot blast, palsied hands raised high over his head, a look of berserk defiance twisting his white features.

“Ben,” Neville muttered in a croaking whisper.

Ben Cortman's body folded, slumped forward, fell.

It slid and rolled slowly down the shingled incline, then dropped into space.

In the sudden silence Neville heard the thump of it from across the street.

Sickeyed, he watched the men rush at the writhing body with their pikes.

Then Neville closed his eyes and his nails dug furrows in the flesh of his palms.

A clumping of boots.

Neville jerked back into the darkness.

He stood in the middle of the room, waiting for them to call to him and tell him to come out.

He held himself rigidly.

I'm not going to fight, he told himself strongly.

Even though he wanted to fight, even though he already hated the dark men with their guns and their bloodstained pikes.

But he wasn't going to fight.

He had worked out his decision very carefully.

They were doing what they had to do, albeit with unnecessary violence and seeming relish.

He had killed their people and they had to capture him and save themselves.

He would not fight.

He'd throw himself upon the justice of their new society.

When they called to him he would go out and surrender, it was his decision.

But they didn't call.

Neville lurched back with a gasp as the ax blade bit deeply into the front door.

He stood trembling in the dark living room.

What were they doing?

Why didn't they call on him to surrender?

He wasn't a vampire, he was a man like them.

What were they doing?

He whirled and stared at the kitchen.

They were chopping at the boardedup back door too.

He took a nervous step toward the hallway.

His frightened eyes rushed from the back to the front door.

He felt his heart pumping.

He didn't understand, he didn't understand!

With a grunt of shocked surprise he jumped into the hail as the enclosed house rang with the gun explosion.

The men were shooting away the lock on the front door.

Another reverberating shot made his ears ring.

And, suddenly, he knew.

They weren't going to take him to their courts, to their justice.

They were going to exterminate him.

With a frightened murmur he ran into the bedroom.

His hands fumbled in the bureau drawer.

He straightened up on trembling legs, the guns in his hands.

But what if they were going to take him prisoner?

He'd only judged by the fact that they hadn't called on him to come out.

There were no lights in the house; maybe they thought he was already gone.

He stood shivering in the darkness of the bedroom, not knowing what to do, mutters of terror filling his throat Why hadn't he left!

Why hadn't he listened to her and left?

Fool!

One of his guns fell from nerveless fingers as the front door was crushed in.

Heavy feet thudded into the living room and Robert Neville shuffled back across the floor, his remaining pistol held out with rigid, blooddrained fingers.

They weren't going to kill him without a fight!

He gasped as he collided with the bench.

He stood there tautly.

In the front room a man said something he couldn't understand, then flashlight beams shone into the hall.

Neville caught his breath.

He felt the room spinning around him.

So this is the end.

It was the only thing he could think.

So this is the end.

Heavy shoes thumped in the hail.

Neville's fingers tightened still more on the pistol and his eyes stared with wild fright at the doorway.

Two men came in.

Their white beams played around the room, struck his face.

The two men recoiled abruptly.

“He's got a gun!” one of them cried, and fired his pistol.

Neville heard the bullet smash into the wall over his head.

Then the pistol was jolting in his hand, splashing his face with bursts of light.

He didn't fire at any one of them; he just kept pulling the trigger automatically.

One of the men cried out in pain.

Then Neville felt a violent club blow across his chest.

He staggered back, and jagged, burning pain exploded in his body.

He fired once more, then crashed to his knees, the pistol slipping from his fingers.

“You got him!” he heard someone cry as he fell on his face.

He tried to reach out for the pistol but a dark boot stamped on his hand and broke it.

Neville drew in his hand with a rattling gasp and stared through painglazed eyes at the floor.

Rough hands slid under his armpits and pulled him up.

He kept wondering when they would shoot him again.

Virge, he thought, Virge, I'm coming with you now.

The pain in his chest was like molten lead poured over him from a great height.

He felt and heard his boot tips scraping over the floor and waited for death.

I want to die in my own house, he thought.

He struggled feebly but they didn't stop.

Hot pain raed sawtoothed nails through his chest as they dragged him through the front room.

“No,” he groaned.

“No!”

Then pain surged up from his chest and drove a barbed club into his brain.

Everything began spinning away into blackness.

“Virge,” he muttered in a hoarse whisper.

And the dark men dragged his lifeless body from the house.

Into the night.

Into the world that was theirs and no longer his.

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SOUND; A MURMURED RUSTLE in the air.

Robert Neville coughed weakly, then grimaced as the pain filled his chest.

A bubbling groan passed his lips and his head rolled slightly on the flat pillow.

The sound grew stronger, it became a rumbling mixture of noises.

His hands drew in slowly at his sides.

Why didn't they take the fire off his chest?

He could feel hot coals dropping through openings in his flesh.

Another groan, agonized and breathless, twitched his graying lips.

Then his eyes fluttered open.

He stared at the rough plaster ceiling for a full minute without blinking.

Pain ebbed and swelled in his chest with an endless, nerveclutching throb.

His face remained a taut, lined mask of resistance to the pain.

If he relaxed for a second, it enveloped him completely; he had to fight it.

For the first few minutes he could only struggle with the pain, suffering beneath its hot stabbing.

Then, after a while, his brain began to function; slowly, like a machine faltering, starting and stopping, turning and jamming gears.

Where am I?

It was his first thought.

The pain was awful.

He looked down at his chest and saw that it was bound with a wide bandage, a great, moist spot of red rising and falling jerkily in the middle of it.

He closed his eyes and swallowed.

I'm hurt, he thought.

I'm hurt badly.

His mouth and throat felt powdery dry.

Where am I, what am I...

Then he remembered; the dark men and the attack on his house.

And he knew where he was even before he turned his head slowly, achingly, and saw the barred windows across the tiny cubicle.

He looked at the windows for a long time, face tight, teeth clenched together.

The sound was outside; the rushing, confused sound.

He let his head roll back on the pillow and lay staring at the ceiling.

It was hard to understand the moment on its own terms.

Hard to believe it wasn't all a nightmare.

Over three years alone in his house.

Now this.

But he couldn't doubt the sharp, shifting pain in his chest and he couldn't doubt the way the moist, red spot kept getting bigger and bigger.

He closed his eyes.

I'm going to die, he thought.

He tried to understand that.

But that didn't work either.

In spite of having lived with death all these years, in spite of having walked a tightrope of bare existence across an endless maw of death—in spite of that he couldn't understand it.

Personal death still was a thing beyond comprehension.

He was still on his back when the door behind him opened.

He couldn't turn; it hurt too much.

He lay there and listened to footsteps approach the bed, then stop.

He looked up but the person hadn't come into view yet.

My executioner, he thought, the justice of this new society.

He closed his eyes and waited.

The shoes moved again until he knew the person was by the cot.

He tried to swallow but his throat was too dry.

He ran his tongue over his lips.

“Are you thirsty?”

He looked up with dulled eyes at her and suddenly his heart began throbbing.

The increased blood flow made the pain billow up and swallow him for a moment.

He couldn't cut off the groan of agony.

He twisted his head on the pillow, biting his lips and clutching at the blanket feverishly.

The red spot grew bigger.

She was on her knees now, patting perspiration from his brow, touching his lips with a cool, wet cloth.

The pain began to subside slowly and her face came into gradual focus.

Neville lay motionless, staring at her with painfilled eyes.

“So,” he finally said.

She didn't answer.

She got up and sat on the edge of the bed.

She patted his brow again.

Then she reached over his head and he heard her pouring water into a glass.

The pain dug razors into him as she lifted his head a little so he could drink.

This is what they must have felt when the pikes went into them, he thought.

This cutting, biting agony, the escape of life's blood.

His head fell back on the pillow:

“Thank you,” he murmured.

She sat looking down, at him, a strange mixture of sympathy and detachment on her face.

Her reddish hair was drawn back into a tight cluster behind her head and clipped there.

She looked very cleancut and selfpossessed.

“You wouldn't believe me, would you?” she said.

A little cough puffed out his cheeks.

His mouth opened and he sucked in some of the damp morning air.

“I ... believed you,” he said.

“Then why didn't you go?”

He tried, to speak but the words jumbled together.

His throat moved and he drew in another faltering breath.

“I ... couldn't,” he muttered.

“I almost went several times. Once I even packed and ... started out. But I couldn't, I couldn't ... go. I was too used to the ... the house. It was a habit, just... just like the habit of living. I got... used to it.”

Her eyes ran over his sweatgreased face and she pressed her lips, together as she patted his forehead again.

“It's too late now,” she said then.

“You know that, don't you?”

Something clicked in his throat as he swallowed.

“I know,” he said.

He tried to smile but his lips only twitched.

“Why did you fight them?” she said.

“They had orders to bring you in unharmed. If you hadn't fired at them they wouldn't have harmed you.”

His throat, contracted.

“What difference . . .” he gasped.

His eyes closed and he gritted his teeth tightly to force back the pain.

When he opened them again she was still there.

The expression on her face had not changed.

His smile was weak and tortured.

“Your ... your society is ... certainly a fine one,” he gasped.

“Who are those ... those gangsters who came to get me? The ... the council of justice?”

Her look was dispassionate.

She's changed, he thought suddenly.

“New societies are always primitive,” she answered.

“You should know that. In a way we're like a revolutionary group—repossessing society by violence. It's inevitable. Violence is no stranger to you. You've killed. Many times.”

“Only to ... to survive.”

“That's exactly why we're killing,” she said calmly.

“To survive. We can't allow the dead to exist beside the living. Their brains are impaired, they exist for only one purpose. They have to be destroyed. As one who killed the dead and the living, you know that.”

The deep breath he took made the pain wrench at his insides.

His eyes were stark with pain as he shuddered.

It's got to end soon, he thought.

I can't stand much more of this.

No, death did not frighten him.

He didn't understand it, but he didn't fear it either.

The swelling pain sank down and the clouds passed from his eyes.

He looked up at her calm face.

“I hope so,” he said.

“But ... but did you see their faces when they ... they killed?”

His throat moved convulsively.

“Joy,” he mumbled.

“Pure joy.”

Her smile was thin and withdrawn.

She has changed, he thought, entirely.

“Did you ever see your face,” she asked, “when you killed?”

She patted his brow with the cloth.

“I saw it-.—remember? It was frightening. And you weren't even killing then, you were just chasing me.”

He closed his eyes.

Why am I listening to her? he thought.

She's become a brainless convert to this new violence.

“Maybe you did see joy on their faces,” she said.

“It's not surprising. They're young. And they are killers—assigned killers, legal killers. They're respected for their killing, admired for it. What can you expect from them? They're only fallible men. And men can learn to enjoy killing. That's an old story, Neville. You know that.”

He looked up at her.

Her smile was the tight, forced smile of a woman who was trying to forgo being a woman in favor of her dedication.

“Robert Neville,” she said, “the last of the old race.”

His face tightened.

“Last?” he muttered, feeling the heavy sinking of utter loneliness in him.

“As far as we know,” she said casually.

“You're quite unique, you know. When you're gone, there won't be anyone else like you within our particular society.”

He looked toward the window.

“Those are ... people ... outside,” he said.

She nodded.

“They're waiting.”

“For my death?”

“For your execution,” she said.

He felt himself tighten as he looked up at her.

“You'd better hurry,” he said, without fear, with a sudden defiance in his hoarse voice.

They looked at each other for a long moment.

Then something seemed to give in her.

Her face grew blank.

“I knew it,” she said softly.

“I knew you wouldn't be afraid.”

Impulsively she put her hand over his.

“When I first heard that they were ordered to your house, I was going to go there and warn you. But then I knew that if you were still there, nothing would make you go. Then I was going to try to help you escape after they brought you in. But they told me you'd been shot and I knew that escape was impossible too.”

A smile flitted over her lips.

“I'm glad you're not afraid,” she said.

“You're very brave.”

Her voice grew soft.

“Robert.”

They were silent and he felt her hand tighten on his.

“How is it you can ... come in here?” he asked then.

“I'm a ranking officer in the new society,” she said.

His hand stirred under hers.

“Don't ... let it get . . .”

He coughed up blood.

“Don't let it get ... too brutal. Too heartless.”

“What can I—” she started, then stopped.

She smiled at him.

“I'll try,” she said.

He couldn't go on.

The pain was getting worse.

It twisted and turned like a clutching animal in his body.

Ruth leaned over him.

“Robert,” she said, “listen to me. They mean to execute you. Even though you're wounded. They have to. The people have been out there all night, waiting. They're terrified of you, Robert, they hate you. And they want your life.”

She reached up quickly and unbuttoned her blouse.

Reaching under her brassiere, she took out a tiny packet and pressed it into his right palm.

“It's all I can do, Robert,” she whispered, “to make it easier. I warned you, I told you to go.”

Her voice broke a little.

“You just can't fight so many, Robert.”

“I know.”

The words were gagging sounds in his throat.

For a moment she stood over his bed, a look of natural compassion on her face.

It was all a pose, he thought, her coming in and being so official.

She was afraid to be herself.

I can understand that.

Ruth bent over him and her cool lips pressed on his.

“You'll be with her soon,” she murmured hastily.

Then she straightened up, her lips pressed together tightly.

She buttoned the two top buttons of her blouse.

A moment longer she looked down at him.

Then her eyes glanced at his right hand.

“Take them soon,” she murmured, and turned away quickly.

He heard her footsteps moving across the floor.

Then the door was shutting and he heard the sound of it being locked.

He closed his eyes and felt warm tears pushing out from beneath the lids.

Goodbye, Ruth.

Goodbye, everything.

Then, suddenly, he drew in a quick breath.

Bracing himself, he pushed himself up to a sitting position.

He refused to let himself collapse at the burning pain that exploded in his chest.

Teeth grating together, he stood up on his feet.

For a moment he almost fell, but, catching his balance, he stumbled across the floor on vibrating legs he could hardly feel.

He fell against the window and looked out.

The street was filled with people.

They milled and stirred in the gray light of morning, the sound of their talking like the buzzing of a million insects.

He looked out over the people, his left hand gripping the bars with bloodless fingers, his eyes feverlit.

Then someone saw him.

For a moment there was an increased babbling of voices, a few startled cries.

Then sudden silence, as though a heavy blanket had fallen over their heads.

They all stood looking up at him with their white faces.

He stared back.

And suddenly he thought, I'm the abnormal one now.

Normalcy was a majority concept, the standard of many and not the standard of just one man.

Abruptly that realization joined with what he saw on their faces—awe, fear, shrinking horror—and he knew that they were afraid of him.

To them he was some terrible scourge they had never seen, a scourge even worse than the disease they had come to live with.

He was an invisible specter who had left for evidence of his existence the bloodless bodies of their loved ones.

And he understood what they felt and did not hate them.

His right hand tightened on the tiny envelope of pills.

So long as the end did not come with violence, so long as it did not have to be a butchery before their eyes.

Robert Neville looked out over the new people of the earth.

He knew he did not belong to them; he knew that, like the vampires, he was anathema and black terror to be destroyed.

And, abruptly, the concept came, amusing to him even in his pain.

A coughing chuckle filled his throat.

He turned and leaned against the wall while he swallowed the pills.

Full circle, he thought while the final lethargy crept into his limbs.

Full circle.

A new terror born in death, a new superstition entering the unassailable fortress of forever.

I am legend.

THE END.